...just so you know Part 1.

I was a bet wetter, and actually I stopped doing it when I was like 12 or so.

As a kid I never thought about law school, I wanted to be a scientist on a white coat, mixing chemicals and stuff.

I am more “shojo” than what I like to admit.

I totally dislike radical emo people. You know all those people that go around saying how much life hurts and talking about suicide and stuff. I am a Hard Rocker and you don’t see me destroying everything I see.

I had sex with Medusa… sorry -Acid-.

My favourite RPG is Chrono Trigger and my favourite game of all times is Metal Gear Solid.

My favourite ban is X-Japan, favourite member: HIDE.

People say that I am kindda like Jack Sparrow.

I belive in soul mates, past lives and stuff.

I don’t belong to a religion per se, but I think there are deities.

There is this one girl with whom I had a chance to have sex with once. She means the world to me and I wanted it to be perfect, so I miss my chance and I don’t see it coming back.

The most important person in my life is my mom.

I had a dog named Rodolfo who died of food poisoning. (notice I wrote “who” instead of “wich”; that is because I thought of him as a person).

In chronological order I’ve been in love with:
-Marianne Elliot
-Kalua Partipilo, Michelle Blanco (I don’t remember with whom I fell in love with first)
-Ana valentine Chavez
-Karol Romero

I am utterly uncapable of hating someone. Blondie you are a living proof of that.

Once I start having feeling for some girl I never stop loving. There is one major exception.

I never lie. Well, only to myself.

Neon Genesis Evengelion (for all who don’t know, that is Japanese animated series) changed my life for good.

I’ve been a role player for 6 years.

I’ve been a dungeon master for 5 years.

My favourite Dungeons and Dragons class is Bard, not Wizard.

Pen and paper RPG campaigns:
-Best: Lighting, Rokugan.
-Most Enjoyed: Masked, Bleach.

Pen and paper RPG Characters:
-Best: Kakita Aoshi, Rokugan – Samurai.
-Most Enjoyed: Ikari Kazehime, Bleach – Shinigami / Vaizard.

I’ve never really dated “my type of girl”.

I wish I’ve been born in mid 60s, so that I could have had 18 years or so when Heavy Metal and Hard Rock ruled the earth.

Favourite spot: Football.

Favourite food: Curry Chicken.

If the world is gonna end, I wish I could see it.

I SO want to see my cousin Marianne right now.

There is a spirit living in my room, a “not so good” one.

I don’t own a computer.

This thing was Ana Valentina’s idea.

I wish Special Forces Unit FOX HOUND was real.

I am a nice guy… but I also am a stupid asshole.

At age 21 I cryed 3 times while watching my favourite movie of all times: The Lion King

There is a cousin called Jose Manuel (Mandoka) who is some sort of mini-me.

I own 2 swords: a Katana named Murasama and a Wakizashi named Ryoko.

All my action figures are displayed on my room.

I DON’T deal with drunk people.

There is something wrong with my lungs AND with my nose.

I own 1 Backstreet Boys cd, Backstreet Back.

Sazuke may be a cry baby, but he is a Sharingan using cry baby.

After 21 years I finally feel like I belong somewhere; I belong in “El Pasillo” with my friends… THAT is my place.

I don’t like me.

Raistlin Majere is the shizznit.

The coolest person I know is Ana Valentina.

The best movie ever (not my favourite, just the one that I consider best) is either The Lord of the Rings or Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children.

My uncle has a gay dog.

Sometimes if there is enough silence and if I listen hard enough I can hear voices.

There is a TV in my room. I only use it to play video games and watch DVD movies.

My gramma is on a wheelchair.

Sometimes I feel like quitting.

I wish I could write cool stuff like Ana or the Quincy.

According to me, girls should come with a guide or something.

Thinking about it; I not only dislike radical emo people, I dislike all radical people… I just handle some people better than others.

I’ve had surgery 4 times, 2 of wich have been minor surgery.

To me, ignorance is a bliss.

I never thought that a tattoo could itch this much.


..... that is all for now, but I WILL be writting more of this stuff on the near future.
Lyrics? nah!

Yeah!!

Ok! Last saturday I got inked at last!!! I got the logo of X-Japan, my favorite band.
It was unexpectedly cool... It didn't hurt and I can't belive how cool it looks.
I can't wait to get inked again. I didn't blog about this before because I've been sick I got a bad ass fever and everything. Anyhow here are some pictures of my tattoo:

You can see it is still fresh on the first pic, and on the second le word "Japan" can be read because I had some sort of lubricant/care stuff on it... It is a pain in the ass to take care if it, It is hard to reach.

Well Im out...Lyrics? hell yeah!

X [Band Anthem]

Samekitta machi ni wakare o tsuge
arekuruu shigeki ni mi wo sarase
aitsu no hitomi wa hikari-useta
moekuruu kokoro wa ayatsurenai

# midareta ai ni nagasare omae wa subete wo ushinatta
karada tsuranuku sakebi de omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

sabi-tsuita kotoba nage-sutete
harisakeru kokoro wo toki-hanate
furishikiru ame ni se wo mukete
ikizuku yatsura ni kotoba wa nai

umoreta toki tomado omae wa akumu wo samayo
chi no kifuruwasu NOISE de omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

* X! kanjite miro! X! sakende miro! X! subete nugisutero!
X! kanjite miro! X! sakende miro! X! kokoro moyase!

X! YOU DON'T HAVE TO HESITATE!
GET YOURSELF OUT!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE BEST!
LET'S GET CRAZY!

[* repeat]

[# repeat]

[* repeat x2]

A gallery of faces worth Emotion

Well this is the second time I write this since this piece of shit page erased all that I had written the first time.... you see this entry was about my friend Ana Valentina, some of you may know her as "the teacher". She went to get tattooed today, so I went and met her there. It was really funny, really really funny; she kept making all theese funny faces everytime the needle touched her... the only non-cool part was when she almost crushed my hand... that was not even a little funny.
Anyway, the point is: I know I've been making fun of her since the begining of this but I really admire her for doing that because I know it took lots a courage to do it (it's not that easy for some of us)... belive me she was really nervous but she showed courage and the tattoo looks great.
Now if you check out her ass you can see Emotion right on top of it... Congrats hon.

Lyrics for this? Well I just heard this song, and the band is great... check out their video.

DragonForce

Through The Fire And The Flames

On a cold winter morning, in the time before the light

In flames of death's eternal reign we ride towards the fight

And the darkness is falling down and the times are tough all right

The sound of evil laughter falls around the world tonight

Fighting high, fighting on for the steel

Through the wastelands evermore

The scattered souls will feel the hell that is wasted on the shores

On the blackest waves in history

We watch them as they go

Through fire, pain and once again we know

So now we fly ever free

We're free before the thunderstorm

On towards the wilderness our quest carries on

Far beyond the sundown, far beyond the moonlight

Deep inside our hearts and all our souls

[Chorus]

So far away we wait for the day

For the lights are so wasted and gone

We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days

Through the fire and the flames we carry on

As the red day is dawning

And the lightning cracks the sky

They raise their hands to the heavens above

As we send them to their lies

Running back through the mid-morning light

There's a burning in my heart

We're banished from the time in the fallen land

To a light beyond the stars

In the blackest dreams we do believe

Our destiny this time

And endlessly we'll all be free tonight

And on the wings of a dream

So far beyond reality

All alone in desperation

Now the time is gone

Lost inside you'll never find

Lost within my own mind

Day after day this misery must go on

[Chorus]

Now here we stand with their blood on our hands

We've fought so hard now can we understand?

I'll break the seal of this curse if I possibly can

For freedom of every man

[Chorus]

That Pisses me Off, Part III

Hey, long time no see huh?
I've been having connection problems, but I know I've been a lousy blogger lately. I promise I'll have this nice and shinny once more hon, just gimme some time.
And now on with the post...

Don't you hate when people ask you to do them a favor when they know they are not in a position to be asking for favors?
Remember the blonde I talk about before? Seems to me that she is into something with a friend of mine, only the dude lives in Caracas. She have me asking for adress, stuff about his personality and stuff like that... stuff you would ask a friend to tell you about a girl you like. The thing is: I am a nice guy you know? I really don't care to ask theese thing, It's when people start pushing me to ask theese things... that is just plain anoying you know? Ow well, I guess I have to deal with that kind of stuff so I can later blog about it.
I'm out now, wait for my next post... it's comming very very soon.

Lyrics? I don't have one for this ocation actually... but I really like this one. I'ts from Kingdom Hearts 2
Sanctuary
Atada Hikaru

In you and I, there's a new land,
Angels in flight,
{I need more affection than you know}
My sanctuary, my sanctuary,
Where fears and lies melt away,
Music in time,
{I need more affection than you know}
What's left of me,
What's left of me now?

I watch you fast asleep,
All I fear means nothing,
In you and I, there's a new land,
Angels in flight,
{I need more affection than you know}
My sanctuary, my sanctuary,
Where fears and lies melt away,
Music in time,
{I need more affection than you know}
What's left of me,
What's left of me?

{So many ups and downs}
My heart's a battleground
{I need true emotions}
{I need more affection than you know}
{I need true emotions}

You show me how to see
That nothing is whole and nothing is broken,
In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight,
{I need more affection than you know}
My sanctuary, my sanctuary,
Where fears and lies melt away,
Music in time,
{I need more affection than you know}
What's left of me,
What's left of me now?

My fears, my lies..
Melt away

{I need more affection than you know}

...Oh My God!

I dont have words to describe this...

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/285267

What would you say...

...if I told you that Spiderman knows Kung-Fu, has a Spider car, talks with a spider, has a sidekick AND A SPIDER MEGAZORD or something like it, wich is a leopard by the way!

You don't belive me? Click here then http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-m0jwdmnxA

To my dear aunt Viviana

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Since I can't get you a real cake, here is a fake one... hope you like it

Absence of Spells Beyond

In times like this I wonder "how the fuck did Raistlin Majere managed to even survive without his magic?!". Lately I've felt robbed of whatever made me write... really, I can't belive it! It's like my writing pool is all dryed up. I've always seen my writings as some sort of magic; in tales of might and magic, wizards devoted their life to their magic, archieving power too great to even imagine; It's the same to me and my writings! To me, my writing shows devotion and archive goals, and I've been robbed of that!!
This is a time of absence in my spells, and I hope it doesn't last much longer, because it is getting to the point where I can't make a point! I feel like I've been writing crap since the begining of this... anyway... I better go... see you guys later, I hope.

Lyrics

Not Falling
Always known in all my time, a little left of center now.
Reflect as I realize that all I needIs to find
the middle pillar path, to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me!

I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down!
I, I bleed- the demons that drag me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down...For me and no one else.

Goodbye sunshine, I've put it out again, SAD!
I'm over, personalities conflicting, I don't need you or anyone but me.
I'll just be living my own life. I feel my glowing center grow.
Infecting, I feel alive.
Shovel dirt over lime.
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be.
Sinners, point your fingers at me!

I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down!
I, I bleed- the demons that drag me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down...For me and no one else.

Come play kill. Refuse my body, refuse my shadow!
Stone cold will. Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow!
Bitter pills - refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled godless!
Come play, come play kill. Just be.

Last Weekend...

... RULED BABY!!! It was a Rock n' ROLE weekend.
Kaoru-Chan, Alejandro, Nynn@, The Chinesse, ruTH and I went to valencia to RPG event. We played all weekend with a lot of people form diferent parts of our country. I played 3 times and made DM once... my players loved my adventure.
It was great, the most funny part was making fun of Shigeru, cuz he didn't went (Because of Shigeru's sake I wont say why he didn't went, although we already know)... anyway... I'm fucking sleepy... I WILL write a lot about this, but later... right now I'm gonnahit the bed cuz I have not had a good nights sleep in like 4 days... bye all!

Lyrics? too tired for that...

... tch!

Have you ever found yourself trying to say something and not being able to say it? Well I have, it would kill you if you are not strong enough. Aparently, I am strong enough to bear with that but what I am not is corageous, I have not the courage to speak my mind and because of that I have lost things... things that, to me, are more important than life. Now I am trying not to let that happen again but I realize that I am as coward as always...
I wish I could talk to her face and tell all the things that go round and round in my mind... but I just can't find the courage to do that... I'll be needing to buy some courage points when I get to my new advancement.
Maybe someday I'll tell her how much she means to me not by just saying "... a whole fucking lot babe!" but for now I want all who read this to know that sometimes I just find myself unable to tell you how great I think you are... but if you want to know, then... I don't know how... I'll gather whatever strenght is left in me and tell you.

Lyrics?
nah... I'm not in the mood...

THE most useless thing ever...

....is right in everyone's hands... the pinky. That finger is useless! You don't need it at all, unless you want to pick your nose that is, but picking your nose is a gross thing to do so you shouldn't do it! Anyhow, that bastard little finger is useless and I'm out of here because I think I'm making a fool out of myself and if I were on a Jhonny Depp film he would be looking at me with a freaky smile and he would be just ready to tell me "You are really weird!"... Anyway... bye all.

Lyrics? Yes... When she reads this, she will know I left this for her.

Desprate Angel
music: Taiji words: Toshi

Desperate angel fallin' from the sky
Desperate angel, now you wonder why.

In a shitty town, lotta' scum around,
born into a world of make believe.
What you feel, no way it's real.
Everybody plays the game,
wanting more than you had before,
never gonna be satisfied.
Where to go, you don't know,
how is your material world?

(So won't you come beside me)
Now you're gonna get it.
(Because you know I'll set you free)
Rock you all night, does it feel right?
I'm letting you go now ... yeah!

(Well they) Sell me this and they sell me that.
Don't want none of your fucking crap,
(Gotta) lot to say, do it my own way.
I will never follow, cannot change, rearrange.
I don't care no matter what you say,
pay your dues, win or lose.
How is your material world?

(I'm burning, got the fire) I am gonna take you
(You see my hot desire) Show me your stuff,
ready? Go! Give you what you want and more!

Desperate angel, got no wings to fly,
Desperate angel, sadness in your eyes.

I wanna feel what's inside you, I want you so bad.
Forget what you've seen, and forget what you know right away.
I wanna feel what's inside you, I want you so bad.
I'll show you the way, then we'll sail far away, paradise through the night ... No!

(So won't you come beside me) Now you're gonna get it.
(Because you know I'll set you free) Rock you all night. (Burning up, look out!)

Desperate angel, fallin' from the sky
Desperate angel, now you wonder why.
Desperate angel, you've had a bad time,
another lost soul, desperate angel.
Fallin' from the sky, desperate angel, love you cannot buy.

4th Impact... the begining of the end of all tales to come...

He who wields a blade faster than lighting finds himself walking through a forrest, his destination is unknown to him... and the only way to keep him in course is path made out of petals; now, those petals would mean nothing to him if it were not for one little detail, one that keep his mind focused on the path and on the quest he embarqued some days ago when a man, a man who hid his face under a hood, gave him a box while he was drinking in some bar near the Kaiu Wall in Crab lands. The box was incredibly beautiful, an excellent piece of craftmanship and it would have been perfect to the critic eye of any crane... but not to this particular crane. That box smelled funny he thought but he didn't hesitated to open it... inside the box was something that filled the crane's eyes with a mix of fury and fear, relief and regret, and at that moment he recognized the smell... the smell that caused him to have nightmares, the smell of a rose. He rushed out of the bar, sword in hand ready to unsheet, only to find a path made out of rose petals... so he followed that path and he follows it still... and he will keep following it untill death takes him, for it is time to bring this rivalry to an end.

Meanwhile 2 warriors walk their way through the same forrest, one with a heart of darkness and one whose swords bite as dragon fangs, searching for what seems lost. Some days ago they were suposed to meet someone they have not seen in a long while, someone that almost took their lifes, but that persons never showed up at the place of the meeting, instead a man who hid his face with a hood gave them a wakizashi. That sword was not unfamiliar to the dragons eyes, that sword had made an unmeasurable amout of cuts, but none of those cuts were delivered to an oponent. The master of that wakizashi had cut himself, bringing unspeakable pain unto him, to archieve power beyond recognition... but at the end he had to be redeemed, for power corrupts. The dragon was shocked, but the darkness had eyes like only a few in the entire world... and he could see traces of chakra... chakra that lead them towards a forrest. Now they walk that forrest, the same forrest in wich one as fast as lightning and as calm as the sky follows a trail of petals, to what seems to be the begining of the end of all tales to come.

Ryouji, Shinji, Suizuke... be prepared... you know that I don't hesitate to kill.

I can't belive...

...that I am such a baby!!!!!

Rusty Nail
lyrics & music: Yoshiki

Staring at the painted rose in my shattered memory
Lost in my broken thoughts, the unchangable dream piles up
Oh-----Rusty Nail !

If I keep letting my tears flow
I am bound to forget you
Just tell me my life
Wherever I walk to see,
Because of the tears, I cant see tomorrow.

The rise has ended, forget the scars of the weekend
Even if I embrace the flowing time, my heart will still be pierced
Oh-----Rusty Nail !

If I keep letting my tears flow
I am bound to forget you
Beautifully the sleeping rose fades its colour
Let you heart fall downhill

With you untainted face you will surely live on
Your eyes that reflect that night leaves out only the blazing dream
Heading towards the morning, forgetting the loneliness
Holding on to my red painted wrist, I cried
Let the night come to an end

For the time being, shiver at the door of memories
In my broken thoughts, these blue lips pile up
Oh-----Rusty Nail !

If I keep letting my tears flow
I am bound to forget you
Just tell me my life
Wherever i walk to see,
Because of the tears, I cant see tomorrow

Painfully i decorated my heart...now also
I cannot get myself to forget you

...re post...

I want to post this cuz I want you to read it....

Dahlia
X-Japan, lyrics and music by Yoshiki

Do nothing but cry Day and night
In a narrow space between past and future
Your memories will stay unchanged
Even if you turn them into beautiful lies... you're all alone

Your tears flow
Into an unlimited nocturnal sky...
Once more
Oh my Dahlia
Your heart filled with sorrow
Turns into an unfinished number of stars

You don't know where
You're going to
In distress you have deploy your wings of loneliness
Beyond an ocean of tears

You'll see blue sky
Even in a shapeless dream
Refugee on the tomorrow's winds
Flap your wings... now

Time after time
You try to find yourself
In the time which passes
You carry unchanging injuries
Which flutter in winds of oppression

Dream on your left Dead on your right
Embrace the blue night
Question your tomorrow in your heart
And fills it with contradiction... dead or alive

In a second long like eternity
Your tears won't flow
Two times
Oh my Dahlia
For whoever has scars in their heart
The rain streams

Time after time
In the nocturnal sky
You question why are you born
Until your endless river of tears
Shines with a brilliant gold color

The icy wind blows
The birds what can't fly
Carry each one of your dreams
Into the daybreak's sky

Destiny
Alive
Heaven
Love
Innocence
Always
Destroy
Aftermath
Hell
Life
Infinite

Time after time
You cry in reality
The passing time stops
Miracle of sheded tears
The flowers of your illusions will open out

For England James?

... no, it was for me; it was for me all this time and THAT is why, now that it's over, I don't feel too good... feels like "Game Over".

Lyrics?... just something Yoshiki wrote...


Prologue ~World Anthem
Music: F. Marino words: Yoshiki

All of the hate and all of the sadness
have melted away nothing remains here close by
I see love trying to take shape,
as I reach out for it the love breaks up before my very eyes
everywhere there flows ... blue blood

That pisses me, Part 2

Once upon a time, before I moved back to my hometown, there was a girl in my life, she was my neighbor, and I learned to love her as problably I will never love again... She was the love of my life and she holds that place still. The thing is: she is out of my life, maybe for good, and I don't like that, but I had to face it and learn to live with it. What pisses me is: every single girl I've been with ever since always comes saying stuff like "I wish you could be with her" or "I would have you leave me and go to her" and the one I have hated the most "I'll buy you a no return ticket to England"... at first it seemed cute, but now it has gotten to the point where it pisses me... why the fuck are you with me then?? I really can't understand girls, they are shepherds for the devil, THEY WORK FOR THE DEVIL MAN!!
As a note before I go, I give you all a little piece of advice: you all, not only girls, BUT ALL PEOPLE have got to learn that ignorance is a bliss!!!

Lyrics for this entry? nah... just a quote from the Lord of the Rings:
"... how do you retake your life after this? there is too much that time can not mend, too much pain that cannot be forgotten... how to live a normal life when in your heart you beging to understan that there is no turning back?!..."

A long time ago...

...in a galaxy far away, well not that long ago and actually two houses form mine, I could get internet form my uncle's computer; but alas, I don't know why, he barely let's his wife use the pc now so that's why I've been absent... But do not despair people, for my school started once more and my life is back to normal, wich means that I don't do shit... I just go to class and then back to my house. The only things of importance are:

1.- My dad got surgery... again... and he is doing great.
2.- Karoru-Chan and I have now 2 moths being a couple.
3.- I found out just how big of a PSYCHO Karoru-Chan is.
4.- My brother and his girlfriend are having troubles, AGAIN!.
5.- Alejandoro-Kun and Machorro-Kun graduated.
6.- Erulan-Kun's Birthday was yerterday.

Well that's like all.... there is more... a couple of more subjects that make quite a big deal... but I am not gonna talk about that, so I'll better get going because I am taking care of la Beba's Tamagochi and it is crying for food.

12/31/2005... evidence found!

I told you morons I could pass for a normal person! See? that's my little cousin Fabiana in my arms, she is the cutest... right?! (for your own sake I strongly recomend that you say "yes dude, she is gorgeous")
And then there is a traditional picture... from left to right: my brother Diego, my cousin "Beto", me and "Mandoka" who is sort of "mini-me"

New Year's Eve

...I wish I could come up with something cool to say, but my head is starting to ache and, at this rate, it will explode; so I'll just say a couple of things:

1.- To all my friends and to all how read this: Happy New Year.
2.- To Karoru-Chan: I love you and I miss you.

Well that's about it...
OH and my little Moro-Chan: TE KIERO MUCHO!

Bleach - Masked

We played last nite...

Remember we were in HUECO MUNDO? well welcome wagon showed up... a crap load of hollows came to greet us three (Kaoru-San, Mirumoto-San and me). They were not as strong as other hollows we have found (I killed one in one round) but there were a lot of them so we figured we could let that hollow inside of us help us deal with the hollow attacking us... but only Mirumoto-San was able to control it first, Kaoru-San and I went berserk... but after a round or two we were able to control ourselves... and then someone showed up the guy asked the hollows arround us why were we still alive and killed one for their incompetence, he was a Vastoroode (actully he was Ulquiorra only that he was not yet become a full Arancar) and he tryed to kill us three using a CERO blast... but some little girl showed up, she was another Vaizard (Sarugaki Hiyori) and bargained a little with Ulquiorra and then he letted us go with the litle girl, who I ca't stand by the way (wait untill I can control my hollow thingie and I'll kick her ass). We began to walk and then Hirako (the Vaizard that got us inside HUECO MUNDO) showed up to take us to "our leader", that is the Vaizard leader of course... only that he did not introduced himself, but we all knew he was not going to, cuz the guy has not even apeared in the manga...
Anyway, he told us to go back to Soul Society, Gotei 12 to be specific, and get something with what he could help us control the hollows inside of us... so we went back, and spent a couple of days in Soul Society and then Kaoru-San broke inside Gotei 12 but after a while he made the Alarm go out... she managed to Escape unharmed but empty handed... the next day we talk to Urahara-Taichou and Kaoru-San told him of Kurotshuchi-Fuku Taichou trying to kill Reentsu-San and all... and when we were going out someone came and took Urahara for questioning. I talked to Hitsugaya-Fuku Taichou (Erlan, make him captain already!!!!) and then Mirumoto lost it and opened a gate to HUECO MUNDO right next to Gotei 12... The Hollow would not come in but I had bought hollow bait and used it, so let say all hell broke loose...
We took asvantage of that and went inside Gotei 12 and started searching for the thing we were suposed to find there; we didn't found the thing but we found that book Kurotshuchi-Fuku Taichou took from Radetsu-San before "killing him"... but that fucking Kurotshuchi-Fuku Taichou got us and sent us into the material world... there he was all smiling saying stuff like "finally! that's what I wanted to see in you!", when he saw us with our masks on he said "that how I REALLY want you"... we knew he was gonna kill us but then that girl showed up giving us time to go... and that was it.
What were we looking for you may ask... we were looking for the Hougyoku Urahara had created. Where were they taking Urhara? they were taking him to trial and we all know that the trial end in Urahara opening a store in the city where Kurosaki Ichigo lives. What was on the book? It is a reseach book "Proyect Masked" and it had a big "COMPLEATED" on it... that bastard Kurotshuchi had made experiments and researches with us ever since we were born... and it's not like we were the only subjects in the proyect... a lot of people was in there, but all of them had died... we were the only ones that had awokened their hollows and survived... and when we got back to HUECO MUNDO that "leader" told us that without the Hougyoku we would have to learn to control our hollows the hard way... I shoud have searched Kuchiki Rukia instead of the Gotei 12's top floor.