... tch!

Have you ever found yourself trying to say something and not being able to say it? Well I have, it would kill you if you are not strong enough. Aparently, I am strong enough to bear with that but what I am not is corageous, I have not the courage to speak my mind and because of that I have lost things... things that, to me, are more important than life. Now I am trying not to let that happen again but I realize that I am as coward as always...
I wish I could talk to her face and tell all the things that go round and round in my mind... but I just can't find the courage to do that... I'll be needing to buy some courage points when I get to my new advancement.
Maybe someday I'll tell her how much she means to me not by just saying "... a whole fucking lot babe!" but for now I want all who read this to know that sometimes I just find myself unable to tell you how great I think you are... but if you want to know, then... I don't know how... I'll gather whatever strenght is left in me and tell you.

Lyrics?
nah... I'm not in the mood...

THE most useless thing ever...

....is right in everyone's hands... the pinky. That finger is useless! You don't need it at all, unless you want to pick your nose that is, but picking your nose is a gross thing to do so you shouldn't do it! Anyhow, that bastard little finger is useless and I'm out of here because I think I'm making a fool out of myself and if I were on a Jhonny Depp film he would be looking at me with a freaky smile and he would be just ready to tell me "You are really weird!"... Anyway... bye all.

Lyrics? Yes... When she reads this, she will know I left this for her.

Desprate Angel
music: Taiji words: Toshi

Desperate angel fallin' from the sky
Desperate angel, now you wonder why.

In a shitty town, lotta' scum around,
born into a world of make believe.
What you feel, no way it's real.
Everybody plays the game,
wanting more than you had before,
never gonna be satisfied.
Where to go, you don't know,
how is your material world?

(So won't you come beside me)
Now you're gonna get it.
(Because you know I'll set you free)
Rock you all night, does it feel right?
I'm letting you go now ... yeah!

(Well they) Sell me this and they sell me that.
Don't want none of your fucking crap,
(Gotta) lot to say, do it my own way.
I will never follow, cannot change, rearrange.
I don't care no matter what you say,
pay your dues, win or lose.
How is your material world?

(I'm burning, got the fire) I am gonna take you
(You see my hot desire) Show me your stuff,
ready? Go! Give you what you want and more!

Desperate angel, got no wings to fly,
Desperate angel, sadness in your eyes.

I wanna feel what's inside you, I want you so bad.
Forget what you've seen, and forget what you know right away.
I wanna feel what's inside you, I want you so bad.
I'll show you the way, then we'll sail far away, paradise through the night ... No!

(So won't you come beside me) Now you're gonna get it.
(Because you know I'll set you free) Rock you all night. (Burning up, look out!)

Desperate angel, fallin' from the sky
Desperate angel, now you wonder why.
Desperate angel, you've had a bad time,
another lost soul, desperate angel.
Fallin' from the sky, desperate angel, love you cannot buy.