In times like this I wonder "how the fuck did Raistlin Majere managed to even survive without his magic?!". Lately I've felt robbed of whatever made me write... really, I can't belive it! It's like my writing pool is all dryed up. I've always seen my writings as some sort of magic; in tales of might and magic, wizards devoted their life to their magic, archieving power too great to even imagine; It's the same to me and my writings! To me, my writing shows devotion and archive goals, and I've been robbed of that!!
This is a time of absence in my spells, and I hope it doesn't last much longer, because it is getting to the point where I can't make a point! I feel like I've been writing crap since the begining of this... anyway... I better go... see you guys later, I hope.
Lyrics
Not Falling
Always known in all my time, a little left of center now.
Reflect as I realize that all I needIs to find
the middle pillar path, to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me!
I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down!
I, I bleed- the demons that drag me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down...For me and no one else.
Goodbye sunshine, I've put it out again, SAD!
I'm over, personalities conflicting, I don't need you or anyone but me.
I'll just be living my own life. I feel my glowing center grow.
Infecting, I feel alive.
Shovel dirt over lime.
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be.
Sinners, point your fingers at me!
I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down!
I, I bleed- the demons that drag me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down...For me and no one else.
Come play kill. Refuse my body, refuse my shadow!
Stone cold will. Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow!
Bitter pills - refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled godless!
Come play, come play kill. Just be.
This is a time of absence in my spells, and I hope it doesn't last much longer, because it is getting to the point where I can't make a point! I feel like I've been writing crap since the begining of this... anyway... I better go... see you guys later, I hope.
Lyrics
Not Falling
Always known in all my time, a little left of center now.
Reflect as I realize that all I needIs to find
the middle pillar path, to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me!
I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down!
I, I bleed- the demons that drag me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down...For me and no one else.
Goodbye sunshine, I've put it out again, SAD!
I'm over, personalities conflicting, I don't need you or anyone but me.
I'll just be living my own life. I feel my glowing center grow.
Infecting, I feel alive.
Shovel dirt over lime.
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be.
Sinners, point your fingers at me!
I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down!
I, I bleed- the demons that drag me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down...For me and no one else.
Come play kill. Refuse my body, refuse my shadow!
Stone cold will. Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow!
Bitter pills - refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled godless!
Come play, come play kill. Just be.
2 comments:
:S Holy crap, boy. That's bad bad!
Who the hell robbed you? I'd fuckin' kick his/her ass sooo bad 'til it gets full of bruises and he/she will be unable to sit down in weeks!
No seriously talking now, I hope it comes back...
I love you deeply, darling!
xoxo
*~Karito~*
...I like that song by the way. And the video is pretty awesome!
xoxo
*~Karito~*
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