Psycodelik Violence Crime of Visual Shock!!!!

Shit man... this is too fucking rock and roll... I read this and I just began trembling man.... shit...
I'll just let you read 3 things taken from arround the web...

"On February 11, 2007 a possible reunion was announced; later, on March 21, Toshi confirmed on his site that he had spent some days at Yoshiki's studio rehearsing some parts of Without you. He also confirmed that the reformation would start soon."
Taken from Wikipedia.com

I had a chance to visit Los Angeles, U.S. for several days recently.
I met an old friend of mine at his recording studio during my stay.

I visited the studio after 10 years, it was much bigger than before,
and to my suprise, its facilities and recording machineries were much more gorgeous.
Maybe one of the top quality recording studios ever!
I was glad it was just like him.

I heard a song created by my friend at the world best studio.
We had a common friend who died almost 10 years ago,
and the song came out of the sorrow, heartache and despair from the experience.
He said he made it at one sitting a few days after the friend's death.

It was such an authentic ballad of his favorite style,
with sad and ephemeral introduction by the piano overlapped with some beautiful melodies of the strings
and furthermore temporarily recorded male vocal.
I could not stop crying to hear the song,
and I wished from the bottom of my heart that it will reach the whole world.

I sang the song along the piano by my friend. He said he really wanted me to sing it.
He showed me its melody playing every single note elaborately and I sang like tracing it.
Words became a song with such a unique melody and rhythm of him.

He chose the right key for me,
saying "It will be just right for you to sing somewhat a tough key rather than a safe and comfortable one."

I tried to sing it all through, and tears welled up again.

"One song tells much more than million words."
That is what my old friend said with a strained voice.
He also seemed crying through his glasses.

It was a moment when both of us deeply touched.
Without many words, one song connected us again.
Maybe, our dear and lost friend did it for us.
Brought up together since childhood for 37 years,
we kept on running together anyway.
I got tired of dashing for the world market and told him that I would leave 10 years ago.
I wanted to sing songs to heal desolate hearts of mine and other people.
And I traved all though Japan for these 10 years,
directly meeting thousands of children, the old, truly a large number of people and singing for them.
It had been such a decate with heartfelt events, tears and learnings for myself.
Rooted on this precious experience,
I would like to sing and send this song of life generated from a sadness for a lost friend for our age.

Our new project is about to start soon,
with this "One Song telling more than Million Words".

TOSHI
March 21, 2007
Taken from www.naturallyart.net

OK, and X Japan…..

I'm like…….Why now? ..... Why, why, why……

To be honest….. it took years to conquer the pain and sadness….. maybe not yet, I still cannot listen to…… or watch X Japan's videos….. without tears…..

" MY OWN GODDAMN BAND" ….. I can't listen to it without crying…… HOW CAN I BE IN IT AGAIN? …… IT HURTS SO MUCH…… TO EVEN TALK ABOUT ...... X JAPAN…..

Yes, I can play the drums. I think I can play them even harder than before…… of course my injured neck and wrists hurt….. but SO WHAT!!! ….. I don't give a fuck about that kind of pain…..

But mentally….. I don't know if I can take it….. I'm not saying if I'll do it or not….. I talked to Toshi (vocalist)……. He called me almost towards the end of last year….. for the first time since we went our separate ways……….

Toshi and I..... we grew up together…........ I don't know ….. I don't know…. I don't …… know …….

Yes, there are lyrics of the song "WITHOUT YOU" ….. That, I wrote, right after Hide's death….. also, I had to do so many takes of piano recording, because of the tears falling down and flooding the piano keys, and my fingers kept slipping again and again.

If there's somebody to sing this song ….. I think it should be Toshi….. but …… I don't know….. I don't know….. I don't fucking know….. It's too painful to……

I'm sorry, I don't want to make you feel depressed or anything like that….. but so many people have been asking me about this, so I had to say something…… just let me….. have…… a little more time……

I love you all.

YOSHIKI
Taken from the blog at www.myspace.com/yoshiki

Well, now you see... no more words for me to say...

Lyrics?... hehehe
5. X
[Band Anthem]

Samekitta machi ni wakare o tsuge
arekuruu shigeki ni mi wo sarase
aitsu no hitomi wa hikari-useta
moekuruu kokoro wa ayatsurenai

#midareta ai ni nagasare omae wa subete wo ushinatta
karada tsuranuku sakebi de omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

sabi-tsuita kotoba nage-sutete
harisakeru kokoro wo toki-hanate
furishikiru ame ni se wo mukete
ikizuku yatsura ni kotoba wa nai

umoreta toki tomado omae wa akumu wo samayo
chi no kifuruwasu NOISE de omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

*X! kanjite miro! X! sakende miro! X! subete nugisutero!
X! kanjite miro! X! sakende miro! X! kokoro moyase!

X! YOU DON'T HAVE TO HESITATE!
GET YOURSELF OUT!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE BEST!
LET'S GET CRAZY!

[* repeat]
[# repeat]
[* repeat x2]

... and for you... and you... and how to forget you?

Here's a quick one, just a few notes for a few people...

- Do you know that I used to talk to that picture you gave me?
- Help me, would you?
- I can not belive it came to this, you should fix it!
- I'm bored you know?
- How long will you ba able to take it?
- There once was a man you know?
- Are you alive?
- It has gotten to the point where I am starting not to care... I don't like it
- What the fuck are you wating for?
- I scored a goal with a rabona kick in PES 6!
- I miss you
- Yes you were
- Maybe it's because that wich you crave migth come true very soon, idk
- How the fuck do you want me to shut up?
- So?
- I wasn't thinking
- I love you baby
- That is a truckload of bullshit you know?!
- I'm gonna get inked as soon as they pay me
- I'd had control over people's emotions... you know, make them love me or hate themselves and stuff...
- Yes, they are good, damn!!
- I never got the chance to thank you so... thanks kid
- Idk, I guess it's because it's the team that I used to pick when I was a kid playing on my 8 bit nintendo
- I'd have to say that 40% laying on my back and 60% laying on one of my sides
- Like 6 months or so
- Yes, I am sorry
- You should back off man; people get tired you know?
- No I don't, and I bet my ass that none of them care either
- No more role for you, unless you are playing solo
- I still have that bottle of lotion and since last time you used it, it has been untouched

Aww fuck this, Im going to bed... no lyrics.

That Pisses me Off, Part IX

Ok, I think we all know what regetton, or however the hell that blasphemous word is written, is...but Im gonna tell you anyway just in case someone doesn't know about that... plus it gives me more chance to talk trash. Reaggeton, or however the hell that blasphemous word is written, is shit made music... no no, it's vandalism, promiscuity (the wrog kind of promiscuity, IF there is a good kind), machism, more vandalism, a lot lot lot of shit and stupidity made into music, IF that can be called music at all. You may think "and why, oh why, is this dude thinking that regetonn, or however the hell that blasphemous word is written, is not music", and I'll tell you why.... The broadest definition of music I could find was "organized vibration", or "a form of art that involves organized and audible sounds and silences".... see that? ORGANIZED!
Well you know what, I just proved that I am wrong, reegaetonn, or however the hell that blasphemous word is written, IS organized... every single one of the artists of that kind of "music" got organized into using the same beat for each and everyone of their songs; a very repetitive, dull and not very original bass beat.
Moving on we get to the lyrics... It pretty much resmues to "Im cool 'cuz I kill if someone looks at me the wrong way, I fuck everything that moves and I drink so I look cool when I do the first 2 things", unless it's a "don omar" song (who chooses that name? damn!) and it'll go like "I love her and I fuck her, but she is my best friend wife and I am terribly deppressed for fucking her; BUT I do not plan on stoping because it just feels too good".
You might be supreised by how much I know about reagetoon, or however the hell that blasphemous word is written, but my bro is a fucking fan... and I say "fucking fan" because he fucks to that "music".

Moving on, and closing on the subject because I think it got a bit long, I really loathe this "music" because in my opinion, and I hope at least one of you support me on this, it has led to a stepback in the evolution of the human mind, to a growth in the general stupidity of the cultures that listen to it, and BIG ASS increase on the birth rate... in my country at least; and what can one expect? How do you think people would behave when the media tells them that whats "fashionable" is whatever those songs talk about?
Im not saying that heavy metal, hard rock, or whatever I like is better or just the best that there is; I'm just saying that riegaettom, or however the hell that blasphemous word is written, damages society and it should cease to exist.
Like I've said before, I respect everyone tastes, but the right to talk trash about what I dislike is mine and mine alone, this is, after all, a free country... mostly...

Damn... just typing reagguetom, or however the hell that blasphemous word is written, is disgusting.

Lyrics?... k...
HEAVY METAL THUNDER
Lyrics: Anchang/Speed Star Sypan Joe/Samurai W. Kenjilaw
Music: Anchang

Bukiyou no mama ja ikite yukenai
I BELIEVE HEAVY METAL POWER
Kuso majime na dake ju nani ka tori nai
I BELIEVE HEAVY METAL POWER

Taikutsu na yoru ni, omae wo yobu koe
Kiken na hodo ni, mitsumete
ARE YOU READY TO ROCK!

HEAVY METAL THUNDER! HEAVY METAL THUNDER!
Ikite iru, ikite iru kara sakebu no sa
HEAVY METAL THUNDER! HEAVY METAL THUNDER!
Uete iru, uete iru kara hoshii no sa
HEAVY METAL THUNDER

Moyashi no omae ni wa, koitsu ga iru no sa
I BELIEVE HEAVY METAL POWER
Nanjaku na karada ni wa, toge to kusari wo
I BELIEVE HEAVY METAL POWER

Naki koto nante, kikitaku mo nai
Koutetsu no sokute ni, dakarete
ARE YOU READY TO ROCK!

HEAVY METAL THUNDER! HEAVY METAL THUNDER!
Ikite iru, ikite iru kara sakebu no sa
HEAVY METAL THUNDER! HEAVY METAL THUNDER!
Uete iru, uete iru kara hoshii no sa

HEAVY METAL THUNDER! HEAVY METAL THUNDER!
HEAVY METAL THUNDER!
HEAVY METAL THUNDER! HEAVY METAL THUNDER!
Moete iru, moete iru kara sakebu no sa

HEAVY METAL THUNDER!

That Pisses me Off, Part VIII

We have all seen and laughed with the "I must be emo" music video/flash/thing.
I recently saw that it was posted in youtube.com so I saw it again and I laughed again... and then it happened, one of the comments was form an emo kid and was something like "why do you make fun of us", "we have feelings" and crap like that. Now notice that I just used the word "crap"... do you know why I used it? I'm gonna tell you.
I am a heavy metal-hard rocker-head banging guy; and the head bangers have been made fun of even before you emo kids even existed! People have made fun of head bangers since metal exist; because of the long hair, because of the glam bands, because how noissy metal is, how bad metal band trashed hotel rooms, how quickly ther marriages ended, how many times they went into rehab... and what did head bangers did when people laughed at them and made fun of them and were not taken seriuos? Did they sint and cry? Did they cut themselves? Did they log into myspace.com and wrote about how shitty life was? NO!
Now lets put aside the music preferences and let us comepare the emo kids with me, ok? ok...
They say thay have problems with theis fathers. Ok dude you know who have had problems with his father? me... I even had to duck a fist once ok? And I'm glad my mom was there to stop us 'cuz we might have hurt ourselves badly... No kid... you don't have problems regarding your father, I have.
They say that people reject them. You don't know what rejection means untill you have lived what I went through in Caracas boy, not even my own mother would talk to me. Althoug I have to say, in your defense, that I've always been a loner by choice, so it didn't afect me that bad.
They say that people make fun of them. People make fun of me and my frineds can back that up, but what do I do when people make fun of me? Do I cry? Do I cut myself? No... I enjoy the moment and make fun of myself; the is nothing more stupid than to take oneself too seriously, you should make fun of yourself.
They say they are missunderstood and that nobody cares for them. I know for a fact that when people try to understand emo kids, the emo kids just walk away... I don't know why... maybe so they can go on saying that nobody understand/cares.
I think I made my point clear...

SO, children, this eight entry of my most famous "That Pisses me Off" is, as you already saw, to the emo culture. Im not againts emo music, although I think it's mediocre and sucks, and I am not against liking emo music... I am agains that idiotic way of living in wich you spend your days:
- Trying to convince everyone, even yourself, that you can and will commint suicide, when the thing that you fear most is death... specially your own.
- Self inflicting injury.
- Crying about everything that there is on this good earth.
- And so forth and so on...

Tune in next time, for "That Pisses me Off, Part IX... reaggeton"

Lyrics? Hell Yeah!
Children of Bodom
Hate Me!

I was born in ashes of molten hatred
Raised by demons in abodes of the dead
The Reaper's scythe I fall upon to light my path
Wrecked by mangled wounds of life
I have become become the resurrection of the Evil one
'Y know that I don't fucking care if I live or die

I need a bishop preaching fire to get away with my sins
I despise everything I see so I don't give a fuck if ya hate me

Ain't got respect for humanity
Never lived or wanted immortality
The Reaper's shadow I fall upon to obscure my path
Every day I'm being battered up until I bleed
You motherfuckers just leave me be
Ya could never give me cure for the pain I feel inside

Led by the Reaper I walk in the night
Show me the way to yer kingdom come

I believe in Armageddon, I've been baptised in alcohol
I'm enbodyment of Antichrist
I'm living for my own demise

Pink

Let's say that you have a big ass jar filled with paint, say it is red paint... and you are very happy with it, cuz it's so red, so shinny; I mean, red is a nice color, it's not my favorite, but it's nice. If I had to chose red I'd go with a deep, crimsom like red... so, you go arround in life with your big jar of paint and one day you see that it got mixed with white paint. How did it happen? You don't know and you don't care, it just got mixed, and now you have pink paint.
When it comes to the subject of me, I don't like pink; It's not because I think pink is for gay people, or emo kids... it's just not red enough, I like dark colors and pink it's not a dark color; at least not the pink I know of.
So you are kindda cool with your new paint, but... It's not red, it's pink... shit, someway you got fucked! I mean pink it's like red, but not quite; so you go on and try to forget about it and you walk for a while holding your jar, but then you look at it and then you remember... IT'S PINK! And you like your jar of paint, after all it's yours, but sometimes you feel unconfortable with it, yet getting rid of it it's not an option; IT'S YOUR FUCKING JAR! And you like that jar, it's just that... it used to be red... anyway I'm gonna leave now and leave you with this cool lyric, 'cuz that thing I just wrote.... damn!...

sex MACHINEGUNS
Soko ni Anata ga
Lyrics: Anchang

wagamama to iwarete mo, wagamama to iwarete mo...
wagamama de mo kamawanai. boku wa, kamawanai.

dare ka ni sugaritakute mo, dare ni mo aisarenai.
usotsuki to iwarete mo, usotsuki de mo kamawanai.
shinjirarenaku natte mo, yasashi sa wo naku shite mo,
boku wa sore de kamawanai. nani ga okite mo...
ima, anata ni chikazuku. kanashimi no umi wo koete.
soko ni, anata ga iru nara, aruite yukeru.
soko ni, anata ga...

koko ni ite mo ii desu ka...
koko ni mo boku no ibasho wa nai. koko ni wa, anata ga inai kara.
aisowarai ga nigate de, mawari michi wo shite kita.
sonna ni boku ga warui no ka...wakaranai.
ima, anata ni chikazuku. kanashimi sae dakishimeru.
soko ni, anata ga iru nara, aruite yukeru.
soko ni anata ga iru nara.

hate! dou shite ii no ka, wakaranai?
pain! boku ni mo, wakarimasen.
no hate! know pain?
demo, koko ni ite mo, wakarimasen.
no hate! know pain?
sagashi ni iki nasai. kuri kaerazu. soko ni, soko ni...

zankoku na shinjitsu ga, kono sekai no higeki.
mayowanai. nani ga okite mo kowaku wa nai.
soko ni, anata ga iru nara...

nani ga okite mo,
kono yubisaki de furetai. nikushimi sae uketomeru.
soko ni, anata ga iru nara, aruite yukeru.
ima...anata ni...
soko ni anata ga iru nara, aruite yukeru.
soko ni, anata ga...soko ni, anata ga iru nara...

hate! pain!
no hate! know pain?
no hate! know pain?

Quote

I saw Old Boy; it is a great movie, I wanna read the manga so I can check out the diferences.
But I'm not gonna talk about that movie today, I'm here for a quote in that movie; you see, in that movie, the main character (Oh Dae Su) (It's a korean movie, so don't be impressed about the weird name) gets locked up in a "cell-room" for 15 years. In that room there is a creepy looking painting with a quote from a poem on it... the quote is:

"Laugh and the world laughs with you. Weep and you weep alone"

Here is a pic of Oh Dae Su staring at the creepy painting after some years of being locked up.

Now... I really dislike being alone, and I took that quote seriously... but let me ask you something, better said, let me say something... why should I care what the world thinks or feels for me? Everywere you look there is bad people, people that shouldn't exist, people that are just a waste of meat, people that fucks the world so bad that they deserve to be punished under penaly of death... but alas my children divine justice doesn't seem to exist and I am tired of just beeing the good guy. Good guys never keep the girl, right hon? SO, children, from now on I promise I will do my best to be the biggest son of a bitch in the face of the earth.... I'm gonna live up to Ocelot or something like that... Oh, I'm gonna smile, but it is going to be the most sarcastic and acid smile that I can come with...

Lyrics?...

X Japan

Blue Blood
music & words: yoshiki

My face is covered with blood

There's nothing but pain

oitsumerareta keraku ni

I can't tell where I'm going to

I'm running, all confused

shinimono-gurui de

Then I see you standing there

Can do nothing but run away

oikakete kuru genkaku ni

Look out ! I'm raving mad

you can't stop my sadness

kirikizanda yume wa kyouki ni nagareru

(I'll slice my face covered with blue blood)

(Give me some more pain)

(Give me the throes of death)

namida ni tokeru aoi chi o yokubou ni kaete

umarekawatta sugata o yosootte mite mo

kodoku ni obieru kokoro wa ima mo

sugisatta yume o motome-samayou

higeki ni odoru kanashimi o maboroshi ni kaete

sameta sugata no butai o enjite mite mo

hitomi ni afureru kyozou wa ima mo

nugisuteta ai o azayaka ni utsusu

(Give me some more pain)

(Give me the throes of death)

wasurerarenai kanashimi o maboroshi ni Kaete

umarekawatta sugata o yosootte mite mo

aoi namida wa higeki ni odoru kodoku no

kokoro o ima demo nurashi-tsuzukeru

... (cont)

There... It might be a complete loss... It's up to the insurance company.

Damage report... besides the obvious things that you can see:
Damage to the chasis, the front left wheel (wich went flat by the hit), the rim, batery, radiator and, maybe, the engine and gear box were also damaged.

...

They trashed my car today... real bad...
I'll be walikg for the next 2 months or so... my back hurts. I'll upload pictures soon.

Lyrics? Hmmmm, no...

"La Carreta de Gerardo"

I think it was the name of the arepa stand in wich I ate just a while ago... It doesn't matter if I don't remember the name 'cuz I'm not going there again ever... EVER! If the fate of the world rests in my hands and I have to go and eat there again to save us all then we are screwed!
I waited 50 minutes for my "2 arepas with grilled beef", 50 minutes of my life that I wont ever see again, 50 minutes to finally eat my arepas and guess what.... they sucked. This is why I'm me and not you, because this woundn't have happened to you; and thank god I was with my father because the suckers are expensive like hell...

Well well... I'm gonna go now... Its just that I am too shocked and I needed to write about this.
Nite hon.

Lyrics? who cares?

What I want for Xmast

I want a lot of stuff actually... A new game console, an Mp3 player would do great, a new cellphone, another tattoo... those things are cool, but what I really want is evolution.
I cannot stand the stupidity of the people of this country, the same stupidity that have led generations to finally arrive at where we are now... Im tired of that "viveza criolla" or whatever you may call it, I can't belive that in this country you can "purchase" your driver's licence, or that you can get any movie you want, EVEN THE ONES THAT HAVE NOT BEEN RELEASED YET! Streetlights are useless here; if you have a bussines then be sure that your employees WILL take home pens, pencils and whatever their children may need to finish homework. I live on a country where people litter and then complains about how dirty the city is.
I find myself guilty of some of theese charges, not all of them, but I am not inocent... and let me tell you something: if we don't change, the only thing that awaits us is compleate oblivion.
What I want for Xmast is a change in everyone's mind, we need to be better peope, and do not tell me that it can't be done, because when we leave the country we behave like perfect citizens... so my question is: wy can't we behave like good people all the time?
Anyway, I may be just talking the truth here or maybe it is the vodka talking... Im gonna go but just think of what I just said.

No lyrics.

P.S.: Of course I linked you, yours is the best blog ever hon.

That Pisses me Off, Part VII

My Gramma...
She has won the award to "the most anoying thing on earth"... She is even more anoying than mimes, it has gotten to the point where even my father can't stand her; and although it's funny to hear my dad YELL at her, everyone knows that it has to be VERY bad that even he is anoyed.... I'm gnna tell you why.
My dad is a mama's boy, always has been.... he is just a spoiled little brat to the point where, as a kid, he would ground me when I told him stuff like "gramma is being mean to me"; she has always been a bitch, she has always mistreated me, my bro and my mom and then went and denyed everything so she could be an angel in the eyes of my father.... and now, after 57 years my dad is finding out what a bitch his mother is.
Foe those who missed the pilot, my gramma hsa a bad knee, actually pretty bad, and 3 years ago she fell and broke her hip; the got surgery for the hip and got it fixed but when she was going to have a surgery for her knee , she even refused going to the hospital to get an X-RAY out of fear. So the knee got worse and worse and last week she fell 4 times and hurt her ankle and now she can't stand up... what do you say to that?
Now she is playing victim, she makes scenes complaining about everything; if anyone other that my dad touches her she screams in pain claiming that she is being hurt and not even my dad belives her... and the fact that she smokes 2 packs of cigarettes a day isn't gonna help with her health.
This my be the 7th entry I make of the things that pisses me, but I should have put this here a long time ago...

Lyrics? I can't find one fitting for this...

For you

Someday someone will best me, but it's not gonna be anytime soon and it will definately NOT be you...

...And now the strom.

Seems that I wont be missing the battles anymore...
But really kids, did you really thought that he would just take the blow honorably and accept defeat? I got up at 7am, put some clothes on, crossed the street and waited 3 hours in line to vote for El Maracucho; but I did it because it is my right AND my duty, but the minute I woke up I knew this was going to happen...
Geo you say that waiting on him to die is the only solution, others say that we need to stay peacefull, others to hope for the fraud to be discovered, some people say that they will leave Vzla... In my opinion only the last one is a valid choice, but is it not fit for me...
First: he wont just die! Bad people never die; look at Castro for fuck's sake, how long was Sadam in Iraq before Bush Jr.? Where on earth is Osama?... forget about waiting on him to die.
Second: do you remember La Mesa de Negociaciones y Acuerdos.... yeah I remember, It failed because there is no negotiating with him or his minions; he is just a power hungry FAILED couper that has bee trying to get to this since 1992... remember his own words "...POR AHORA..."
Third: children, do you remember El Referendum? We won, we know it, there was a leak of info and a book containg all the details was made and publish and all... and what happened? He wipped his ass with the book, and took it of the streets... that is why we don't see the bloody book in the bookstores.

Now, what do I think that people should do? We can't just take it! The closest we've been to getting rid of him was when we wher on the streets... we NEED to get back on the streets people! But this time we can't let some old fart to blow it; yes, by old fart I mean Carmona Estanga, he blew it.
Now must come the storm, we have to fight by whatever means we have, we cannot just stay dull and wait on him to say that people love him so much that he will no make anymore elections... come on the bastard's been there for 8 years and he calls that only one presidential period!!
I cannot let this happen... yet I am but one man...

Lyrics?
There are no words in english nor in spanish nor in any of the languages created by men for such treachery.

Lyrics II and III - The Trooper and Battlefield

The Trooper
[Iron Maiden - Harris]

You'll take my life but I'll take yours too
You'll fire your musket but I'll run you through
So when you're waiting for the next attack
You'd better stand there's no turning back.

The Bugle sounds and the charge begins
But on this battlefield no one wins
The smell of acrid smoke and horses breath
As I plunge on into certain death.

The horse he sweats with fear we break to run
The mighty roar of the Russian guns
And as we race towards the human wall
The screams of pain as my comrades fall.

We hurdle bodies that lay on the ground
And the Russians fire another round
We get so near yet so far away
We won't live to fight another day.

We get so close near enough to fight
When a Russian gets me in his sights
He pulls the trigger and I feel the blow
A burst of rounds take my horse below.

And as I lay there gazing at the sky
My body's numb and my throat is dry
And as I lay forgotten and alone
Without a tear I draw my parting groan.

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Battlefield
[Blind Guardian]

It cannot be seen but there's blood on the green
Only God knows I'm innocent
Take me, take me home
A dark seed reigns in me like the Storm rules over the sea
I challenge thee, do not cross this bridge alone

Don't dare me now
The threatening shadows will pass by

They're getting closer now
Open your eyes
Wake up my dear young friend
And hate shall fade away

I will not move, yet
I'll stand still instead

There on the battlefield he stands
Down on the battlefield he's lost
And on the battlefield it ends

War and anger shall reign
The clash of iron can be heard
By blindness you're driven insane
I'm lost in anguish and grief
Sorrow won't wane 'til you die
A shattered body deeply hurt
And darkness will cover the light
It's gone forevermore

The field's been left in sorrow
The father and the son they're gone
The Sun shines bright and anger rises
Lorn and lonely torn apart
Don't you think it's time to stop now
We were charmed and fooled by the old serpent's kiss

Let's pray that heaven is on our side
Through violence and horror shall honour arise
So let's pray and blessed shall be our leader
We follow the noble and bright

Don't you hear me crying, crying
Come take me awayI hallow thy name

There on the battlefield he stands
Down on the battlefield he's lost
And on the battlefield it ends

War and anger shall reign
The clash of iron can be heard
By blindness you're driven insane
I'm lost in anguish and grief
Sorrow won't wane 'til you die
A shattered body deeply hurt
And darkness will cover the light
It's gone forevermore

That's what the minstrel sing
Join in the horrible screams
Take part in murderous deeds
Renowned be the lion-hearted
Join in the minstrelsy
Wailing in endless grief
It eagerly longs for more
Broken bodies lay down on the ground

Blood sheds all over the place
The green will be stained forever
And hate reigns all over the field
They keep struggling on in anger

Fiercely intense outrageous, too blind to see
And in pain they keep on singing
We claim the land for the highlord
God bless the land and our highlord

War and anger shall reign
The clash of iron can be heard
By blindness you're driven insane
I'm lost in anguish and grief
Sorrow won't wane 'til you die
A shattered body deeply hurt
And darkness will cover the light
It's gone forevermore

---------------------------------------------------------

God I so miss that

The Calm Before the Storm...

Right now I feel like I am about to get really fucked up by life.
Do you know that calm before the storm in wich everything is just fine, everything seems to be going well and then you crash... one bad thing happen, and the another, and another and you keep sinking untill you can even breath? I feel like I'm there baby... I'm kindda scared.
But what the hell.... It's not the first time it would happen, I think I can deal with it if it come again, what I just want is to stop waiting! If I'm gonna get fucked then fuck me, don't keep me waiting cuz It's the wait that kills me... If it has to happen the I want it to happen quickly and as soon as possible... You know, like a band-aid, you have to do it in one motion, RIGHT OFF!
Anyway... I'll leave you guys for now... see ya...

Lyrics?
Metropolis Part I
[music by Dream Theater, lyrics by Petrucci]

The smile of dawn
Arrived in early May
She carried a gift from her
home
The night shed a tear
To tell her of fear
And of sorrow and pain
She'll never outgrow

Death is the first dance, eternal

There's no more freedom
The both of you will be
confined to this mind

I was told there's miracle for
each day that I try
I was told there's a new love
that's born for each one that
has died
I was told there'd be no one to
call on when
I feel alone and
afraid
I was told if you dream of the
next world
You'll find yourself swimmingin a lake of fire

As a child, I thought I cou
ldlive without pain without
sorrow
As a man I've found it's all
caught up with me
I'm asleep yet I'm so afraid

Somewhere like a scene from amemory
There's a picture worth a
thousand words
Eluding stares from faces
before me
It hides away and will never be
heard of again

Deceit is the second without end

The city's cold blood teaches us
to survive
Just keep my heart in your eyes
and we'll stay alive

The third arrives...

Before the leaves have fallen
Before we lock the doors
There must be the third and
last dance
This one will last forever
Metropolis watches and
thoughtfully smiles
She's taken you to your home

It can only take place
When the struggle between
our children has ended
Now the Miracle and the
Sleeper know that the thirdis love

Love is the Dance of Eternity

Do you have any idea of...

... how much time I spent with her?
... how much I want to see my cousin?
... how much I want out?
... how hard this is for me?
... what you are talking about?
... how long it has been since that?
... what that means to me?
... how long this is taking me?
... who I am?
... what I like?
... how does it feels?
... how much does it makes me free?
... how worried I am?
... how much I NEED that?
... the places I've been?
... the things I have gone trhu?
... the thing I've seen?
... the things I haven'nt seen?
... what really makes me insane with joy?
... how much I miss the battles?
Do you have any idea of how clueless you are?

Lyrics?
MetallicA
Until It Sleeps

Where do I take this pain of mine
I run, but it stays right my side

So tear me open, pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me, until it sleeps

Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once, and now it stays

So tear me open, but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, until I'm clean

*It grips you, so hold me
It stains you, so hold me
It hates you, so hold me
It holds you, so hold me

Until it sleeps**

So tell me why you've choosen me
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed

I'll tear me open, make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps

[*--** Repeat]
I don't want it

So tear me open, but beware
The things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me, 'till I'm clean...

I'll tear me open, make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shapes me
So hold me, until it sleeps...

Until it sleeps...

That pisses me off, Part VI

Im gonna make this short... I can let people get away with many things but I just really hate the fact that everyone, EVERY-FUCKING-ONE, has to be my judge and jury; I'd allow such power only to a selected few that know me enough to judge me, but lately it seems that there is a "Judge guaji and claim a prize!" campaing or something because everyone is like judging me out of fun.
I'm getting really pissed, I've not been this upset since, idk, 4 or 5 years... fucking people thinking they can fucking judge me... anyway, I just needed to let off some steam...

Lyrics? Yup...
2 Minutes To Midnight
[Smith/Dickinson]

Kill for gain or shoot to maim
But we don't need a reason
To Golden Goose is on the loose
And never out of season
Some blackened pride still burns inside
This shell of bloody treason
Here's my gun for a barrel of fun
For the love of living death

The killer's breed or the Demon's seed,
The glamour, the fortune, the pain,
Go to war again, blood is freedom's stain
But don't you pray for my soul anymore.
2 minutes to midnight,
The hands that treaten doom.
2 minutes to midnight,
To kill the unborn in the womb.

The blind men shout "Let the creatures out
We'll show the unbeliverers."
The napalm screams of human flames
Of a prime time Belsen feast ... yeah!
As the reasons for the carnage cut their meat and lick the gravy
We oil the jaws of the war machine and feed it with our babies.

The killer's breed or the Demon's seed,
The glamour, the fortune, the pain,
Go to war again, blood is freedom's stain
But don't you pray for my soul anymore.
2 minutes to midnight,
The hands that treaten doom.
2 minutes to midnight,
To kill the unborn in the womb.

The body bags and little rags of children torn in two
And the jellied brains of those who remain to put the finger right on you
As the madmen play on words and make us all dance to their song
To the tune of starving millions to make a better kind of gun.

The killer's breed or the Demon's seed,
The glamour, the fortune, the pain,
Go to war again, blood is freedom's stain
But don't you pray for my soul anymore.
2 minutes to midnight,
The hands that treaten doom.
2 minutes to midnight,
To kill the unborn in the womb.

Midnight
Midnight
Midnight
It's all night

Midnight
Midnight
Midnight
It's all night

Lyrics I - Hermano del Viento

Más allá de las nubes
Dormía m í libertad
La encontré cautiva llorando,
Su amarga soledad.
Soñé que su llanto
Acogía mi aliento
Tuve un sueño
Soñé ser parte del cielo

Viaje con el viento
Danzando en la tempestad
Le entregue mi alma perdida,
Buscando su amistad.
Sentí su lamento
Descender de lo alto
El me ofreció su hogar
Yo ser su hermano

No dejare de soñar
Ni perderé su lamento
Solo añoro poder ser hermano del viento

Tuve un sueño
Soñé ser parte del cielo

Anniversary Post

This blog will be one year old tomorrow so I'm doing this entry to "conmemorate" the ocation.
I was thinking and, this blog isn't here just because you know, this blog woudn't be here if it weren't for a friend, hell I wouln't be here if it weren't for my friends... my frineds made me who I am, but a handfull of those friends really left like a mark on me or something.
I was trying to put that into words and I couldn't, I was uttery uncapable of think of something that could help me describe that "mark" and then it hit me. I was watching TV yesterday and this song came in and hit me... and now I can say, in the words of the artist, that you are like a tattoo: you pierced very deep into my skin and I bleed through you; and it hurt a little bit sometimes, and sometimes it hut a little more; and then came the healing process wich itches like a bitch and I'm afraid of needles for fuck's sake, but in the end... tattooes are just rock and roll baby.
So what I am trying to say is: thank you, I don't care if you are/were classmates, couples, friends, neigbours, lovers, family or whatever... in the end you were all teachers so thank you... I'm not gonna give out names because those who are reding know it's with them...
I REALLY feel like a girl right now, but it's ok; you must pay up your daily 5 minutes of gayness or else it's gonna build up and then what? Anyway, I'm gonna go now, but stay tunned for more girlyness.

Lyric? Yup...
X-Japan - Un-Finished
Lyrics by Yoshiki

Wipe your tears falling down
from your eyes and forget me
no need to be hurted anymore

go away from me now
I don't know what is love
no need to be hurted anymore

oh! I'm looking at you
I'll lose control of myself

wipe your tears falling down
from your eyes and forget m
eno need to be hurted anymore

all vision's going to vanish...

Super Sentai

I've been a Power Rangers fan since forever... I must admit I've not liked all the seassons (I hate lost galaxy and fuck you Andros for killing Zordon!!!) but I have found something better than that.
If you want something cool, go to the source; The power Rangers are based on the Super Sentai series that air in japan... the fist one came out in 1975! They rock and are way funnier... Anyway, here is a link that'll take you someplace where you can learn more about the Super Sentai
http://japanhero.com/sentai%20image%20pages/simages.htm

Still no lyrics.... Im still not in the mood.

This Pisses me Off, Part V.

Have you ever gotten the most anoying sentence of them all?

...."you deserve better"....

I don't know what I hate the most: mimes or being told that.
I just hate it, I've been hearing it all my life and guess what... Aparently Im still deserving something better. As I recently told Annie: point at something/someone/someplace better, I dare you; and make that something I can get, something within my reach, 'cuz people always exagerate thing saying that you deserve this, or that or whatever but they never think about what are the posibilities of getting what they think you deserve....

Aw forget it.... It's useless...
No lyrics... Im pissed and dissapointed AND bored.

wow...

Someone up there must really hate me... It's been ages since last time, I even got my hotmail account closed due to inactivity...
Anyway, I hope to see this place more often now that I have internet access once more.
That's all for now, I just wanted to let people know that my wings are fully healed now and all... It's just that right now I really have no time to loose.

Well see ya....

New Hair Style

There! Have fun...

On this one I am next to Kaoru-San.

And in this one, In sitting with my lady.


Hope you like. No lyrics this time...

Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest

WOW!
What an awesome movie. I saw it yesterday and oh boy... The bad thing is that I can't comment because I dun want to spoil you guys... but I'll tell you this: good old Jack is better than ever!
Do you know why "The Da Vincci Code" and "X-MEN 3: The Last Stand" sucked so bad? Because all the cool stuff went to this one... I can't wait for the third part, wich is already filmed btw.. I just found out yesterday.

Lyrics? Just the right one...

YO HO (A PIRATE'S LIFE FOR ME)
Lyrics by Xavier Atencio and music by George Bruns

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot,
Drink up me 'earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We extort, we pilfer, we filch, and sack,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Maraud and embezzle, and even high-jack,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We kindle and char, inflame and ignite,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We burn up the city, we're really a fright,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

We're rascals, scoundrels, villans, and knaves,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We're devils and black sheep, really bad eggs,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We're beggars and blighters, ne'er-do-well cads,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Aye, but we're loved by our mommies and dads,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.

This Pisses me Off, Part IV

No blondie, this one isn't about you; although it is about a girl.
There is this wacko at school that I met, idk, like 2 years ago or so... the fact is that she dug arround so she could meet me; fine, lots of people do that, not only out-of-their-mind girls. Everytime we spoke I realized more and more that this girl had issues, and since I grew fond of her I tryed to help out as much as I could... and that's when all turn wrong. She had never tasted alcohol, and when she began drinking... she was unable to stop... so what do you get when you cross a drunk girl with issues with a cellphone with "habla pegao'"? You don't know? I'll tell you: A FUCKING CALL AT 3AM IN THE MONIRNG FROM THE DRUNK GIRL WITH ISSUES!! Yeah, that's what you get... but since she is so nice it's not like she called just once to check in... no no, SHE CALLED EVERYTIME SHE GOT DRUNK!! And, just for the fun of it, how often do you think she got drunk? EVERY FUKING WEEKEND!! And she kept calling no matter what!
But I don't care, I'm fine, I'm cooooooool baby... Until the day that Olgi answered my cell phone and told her to stop calling; she got pissed and on the next day she starts fighting and yelling and all because "I shouldn't have let Ogli pick up my phone"... that did it, there, in that exact moment, I lost my cool... An now she knows where she can shove her cellphone.
Guess what now she is left alone, everyone got tyred of her. I pity her, but I can't do shit; why? 1.- Because of principles 2.- There is nothing that I've not already tryed, this girl just isn't logical.
And on top of that, yesterday at 2:30am or so she called me, drunk I asume, but I didn't have a good reception and the call was lost.

Why do I trouble myself telling you this children? So you learn from me... when you realize that someone you know is a wacko, tell Olgi to pick up your phone.... now Im off, I can't leave you lyrics because I have a wireless mouse and it just ran out of battery.... so... see ya!... or something like it.

PS: I cut my hair real short... pictures coming soon.

Deutschland 2006

Ok, the World Cup have finally ended.
No more World Cup for another 4 years, thank God we have the Eurocup.
This was a good World Cup, my team got the 3rd place acording to the FIFA, but to me the final match was played by Germany and Italy, and Italy won fair and square; in what to me was the best game in the whole tournament.
Congratulations to the champios and all those ppl I know that were cheering for Italy: Giani, Hector, Evita, Ana Valentina, KAORU-SAN (Aka: El Donero; Aka: Franklin), Machorro, Lucia and all the others that I cannot think of right now; we'll get you next time.

Lyrics? I have just the right one right here....

1) Fratelli d'Italia, l'Italia s' desta
dell'elmo di Scipio s' cinta la testa
dov' la vittoria? Le porga la chioma:
ch schiava di Roma Iddio la cre.

(rit.) Stringiamoci a coorte, siam pronti alla morte,
siam pronti alla morte, l'Italia chiam.
Stringiamoci a coorte, siam pronti alla morte,
siam pronti alla morte l'Italia chiam.

2) Dall'alpe a Sicilia, dovunque Legnano;
ogni uom di ferruccio ha il core, ha la mano.
I bimbi d'Italia si chiaman Balilla
il suon d'ogni squilla i vespri son.

(rit.)

3) Noi fummo da secoli, calpesti e derisi,
perch non siam popolo, perch siam divisi.
Raccolgaci un'unica bandiera, una speme:
di fonderci insieme gi l'ora suon.

(rit.)

4) Son giunchi che piegano le spade vedute,
gi l'aquila d'Austria le penne ha perdute
il sangue d'Italia il sangue polacco
bev col Cosacco, ma il sen le bruci.

(rit.)

5) Uniamoci, uniamoci l'unione e l'amore
rivelano ai popoli le vie del Signore.
Giuriamo far libero il suolo nato.
Uniti per Dio, chi vincer ci pu?

(rit.)

6) Evviva l'Italia, dal sonno s' desta,
dell'elmo di Scipio s' cinta la testa.
Dov' la vittoria? Le porga la chioma:
ch schiava di Roma Iddio la cre.

Stringiamoci a coorte, siam pronti alla morte,
siam pronti alla morte, l'Italia chiam.
Stringiamoci a coorte, siam pronti alla morte,
siam pronti alla morte, l'Italia chiam.


PS: Zidane, great last performance, huh? SERVES YOU RIGHT!!!

...just so you know Part 1.

I was a bet wetter, and actually I stopped doing it when I was like 12 or so.

As a kid I never thought about law school, I wanted to be a scientist on a white coat, mixing chemicals and stuff.

I am more “shojo” than what I like to admit.

I totally dislike radical emo people. You know all those people that go around saying how much life hurts and talking about suicide and stuff. I am a Hard Rocker and you don’t see me destroying everything I see.

I had sex with Medusa… sorry -Acid-.

My favourite RPG is Chrono Trigger and my favourite game of all times is Metal Gear Solid.

My favourite ban is X-Japan, favourite member: HIDE.

People say that I am kindda like Jack Sparrow.

I belive in soul mates, past lives and stuff.

I don’t belong to a religion per se, but I think there are deities.

There is this one girl with whom I had a chance to have sex with once. She means the world to me and I wanted it to be perfect, so I miss my chance and I don’t see it coming back.

The most important person in my life is my mom.

I had a dog named Rodolfo who died of food poisoning. (notice I wrote “who” instead of “wich”; that is because I thought of him as a person).

In chronological order I’ve been in love with:
-Marianne Elliot
-Kalua Partipilo, Michelle Blanco (I don’t remember with whom I fell in love with first)
-Ana valentine Chavez
-Karol Romero

I am utterly uncapable of hating someone. Blondie you are a living proof of that.

Once I start having feeling for some girl I never stop loving. There is one major exception.

I never lie. Well, only to myself.

Neon Genesis Evengelion (for all who don’t know, that is Japanese animated series) changed my life for good.

I’ve been a role player for 6 years.

I’ve been a dungeon master for 5 years.

My favourite Dungeons and Dragons class is Bard, not Wizard.

Pen and paper RPG campaigns:
-Best: Lighting, Rokugan.
-Most Enjoyed: Masked, Bleach.

Pen and paper RPG Characters:
-Best: Kakita Aoshi, Rokugan – Samurai.
-Most Enjoyed: Ikari Kazehime, Bleach – Shinigami / Vaizard.

I’ve never really dated “my type of girl”.

I wish I’ve been born in mid 60s, so that I could have had 18 years or so when Heavy Metal and Hard Rock ruled the earth.

Favourite spot: Football.

Favourite food: Curry Chicken.

If the world is gonna end, I wish I could see it.

I SO want to see my cousin Marianne right now.

There is a spirit living in my room, a “not so good” one.

I don’t own a computer.

This thing was Ana Valentina’s idea.

I wish Special Forces Unit FOX HOUND was real.

I am a nice guy… but I also am a stupid asshole.

At age 21 I cryed 3 times while watching my favourite movie of all times: The Lion King

There is a cousin called Jose Manuel (Mandoka) who is some sort of mini-me.

I own 2 swords: a Katana named Murasama and a Wakizashi named Ryoko.

All my action figures are displayed on my room.

I DON’T deal with drunk people.

There is something wrong with my lungs AND with my nose.

I own 1 Backstreet Boys cd, Backstreet Back.

Sazuke may be a cry baby, but he is a Sharingan using cry baby.

After 21 years I finally feel like I belong somewhere; I belong in “El Pasillo” with my friends… THAT is my place.

I don’t like me.

Raistlin Majere is the shizznit.

The coolest person I know is Ana Valentina.

The best movie ever (not my favourite, just the one that I consider best) is either The Lord of the Rings or Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children.

My uncle has a gay dog.

Sometimes if there is enough silence and if I listen hard enough I can hear voices.

There is a TV in my room. I only use it to play video games and watch DVD movies.

My gramma is on a wheelchair.

Sometimes I feel like quitting.

I wish I could write cool stuff like Ana or the Quincy.

According to me, girls should come with a guide or something.

Thinking about it; I not only dislike radical emo people, I dislike all radical people… I just handle some people better than others.

I’ve had surgery 4 times, 2 of wich have been minor surgery.

To me, ignorance is a bliss.

I never thought that a tattoo could itch this much.


..... that is all for now, but I WILL be writting more of this stuff on the near future.
Lyrics? nah!

Yeah!!

Ok! Last saturday I got inked at last!!! I got the logo of X-Japan, my favorite band.
It was unexpectedly cool... It didn't hurt and I can't belive how cool it looks.
I can't wait to get inked again. I didn't blog about this before because I've been sick I got a bad ass fever and everything. Anyhow here are some pictures of my tattoo:

You can see it is still fresh on the first pic, and on the second le word "Japan" can be read because I had some sort of lubricant/care stuff on it... It is a pain in the ass to take care if it, It is hard to reach.

Well Im out...Lyrics? hell yeah!

X [Band Anthem]

Samekitta machi ni wakare o tsuge
arekuruu shigeki ni mi wo sarase
aitsu no hitomi wa hikari-useta
moekuruu kokoro wa ayatsurenai

# midareta ai ni nagasare omae wa subete wo ushinatta
karada tsuranuku sakebi de omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

sabi-tsuita kotoba nage-sutete
harisakeru kokoro wo toki-hanate
furishikiru ame ni se wo mukete
ikizuku yatsura ni kotoba wa nai

umoreta toki tomado omae wa akumu wo samayo
chi no kifuruwasu NOISE de omae no kokoro kowashite yaru

* X! kanjite miro! X! sakende miro! X! subete nugisutero!
X! kanjite miro! X! sakende miro! X! kokoro moyase!

X! YOU DON'T HAVE TO HESITATE!
GET YOURSELF OUT!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE BEST!
LET'S GET CRAZY!

[* repeat]

[# repeat]

[* repeat x2]

A gallery of faces worth Emotion

Well this is the second time I write this since this piece of shit page erased all that I had written the first time.... you see this entry was about my friend Ana Valentina, some of you may know her as "the teacher". She went to get tattooed today, so I went and met her there. It was really funny, really really funny; she kept making all theese funny faces everytime the needle touched her... the only non-cool part was when she almost crushed my hand... that was not even a little funny.
Anyway, the point is: I know I've been making fun of her since the begining of this but I really admire her for doing that because I know it took lots a courage to do it (it's not that easy for some of us)... belive me she was really nervous but she showed courage and the tattoo looks great.
Now if you check out her ass you can see Emotion right on top of it... Congrats hon.

Lyrics for this? Well I just heard this song, and the band is great... check out their video.

DragonForce

Through The Fire And The Flames

On a cold winter morning, in the time before the light

In flames of death's eternal reign we ride towards the fight

And the darkness is falling down and the times are tough all right

The sound of evil laughter falls around the world tonight

Fighting high, fighting on for the steel

Through the wastelands evermore

The scattered souls will feel the hell that is wasted on the shores

On the blackest waves in history

We watch them as they go

Through fire, pain and once again we know

So now we fly ever free

We're free before the thunderstorm

On towards the wilderness our quest carries on

Far beyond the sundown, far beyond the moonlight

Deep inside our hearts and all our souls

[Chorus]

So far away we wait for the day

For the lights are so wasted and gone

We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days

Through the fire and the flames we carry on

As the red day is dawning

And the lightning cracks the sky

They raise their hands to the heavens above

As we send them to their lies

Running back through the mid-morning light

There's a burning in my heart

We're banished from the time in the fallen land

To a light beyond the stars

In the blackest dreams we do believe

Our destiny this time

And endlessly we'll all be free tonight

And on the wings of a dream

So far beyond reality

All alone in desperation

Now the time is gone

Lost inside you'll never find

Lost within my own mind

Day after day this misery must go on

[Chorus]

Now here we stand with their blood on our hands

We've fought so hard now can we understand?

I'll break the seal of this curse if I possibly can

For freedom of every man

[Chorus]

That Pisses me Off, Part III

Hey, long time no see huh?
I've been having connection problems, but I know I've been a lousy blogger lately. I promise I'll have this nice and shinny once more hon, just gimme some time.
And now on with the post...

Don't you hate when people ask you to do them a favor when they know they are not in a position to be asking for favors?
Remember the blonde I talk about before? Seems to me that she is into something with a friend of mine, only the dude lives in Caracas. She have me asking for adress, stuff about his personality and stuff like that... stuff you would ask a friend to tell you about a girl you like. The thing is: I am a nice guy you know? I really don't care to ask theese thing, It's when people start pushing me to ask theese things... that is just plain anoying you know? Ow well, I guess I have to deal with that kind of stuff so I can later blog about it.
I'm out now, wait for my next post... it's comming very very soon.

Lyrics? I don't have one for this ocation actually... but I really like this one. I'ts from Kingdom Hearts 2
Sanctuary
Atada Hikaru

In you and I, there's a new land,
Angels in flight,
{I need more affection than you know}
My sanctuary, my sanctuary,
Where fears and lies melt away,
Music in time,
{I need more affection than you know}
What's left of me,
What's left of me now?

I watch you fast asleep,
All I fear means nothing,
In you and I, there's a new land,
Angels in flight,
{I need more affection than you know}
My sanctuary, my sanctuary,
Where fears and lies melt away,
Music in time,
{I need more affection than you know}
What's left of me,
What's left of me?

{So many ups and downs}
My heart's a battleground
{I need true emotions}
{I need more affection than you know}
{I need true emotions}

You show me how to see
That nothing is whole and nothing is broken,
In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight,
{I need more affection than you know}
My sanctuary, my sanctuary,
Where fears and lies melt away,
Music in time,
{I need more affection than you know}
What's left of me,
What's left of me now?

My fears, my lies..
Melt away

{I need more affection than you know}

...Oh My God!

I dont have words to describe this...

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/285267

What would you say...

...if I told you that Spiderman knows Kung-Fu, has a Spider car, talks with a spider, has a sidekick AND A SPIDER MEGAZORD or something like it, wich is a leopard by the way!

You don't belive me? Click here then http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-m0jwdmnxA

To my dear aunt Viviana

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Since I can't get you a real cake, here is a fake one... hope you like it

Absence of Spells Beyond

In times like this I wonder "how the fuck did Raistlin Majere managed to even survive without his magic?!". Lately I've felt robbed of whatever made me write... really, I can't belive it! It's like my writing pool is all dryed up. I've always seen my writings as some sort of magic; in tales of might and magic, wizards devoted their life to their magic, archieving power too great to even imagine; It's the same to me and my writings! To me, my writing shows devotion and archive goals, and I've been robbed of that!!
This is a time of absence in my spells, and I hope it doesn't last much longer, because it is getting to the point where I can't make a point! I feel like I've been writing crap since the begining of this... anyway... I better go... see you guys later, I hope.

Lyrics

Not Falling
Always known in all my time, a little left of center now.
Reflect as I realize that all I needIs to find
the middle pillar path, to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me!

I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down!
I, I bleed- the demons that drag me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down...For me and no one else.

Goodbye sunshine, I've put it out again, SAD!
I'm over, personalities conflicting, I don't need you or anyone but me.
I'll just be living my own life. I feel my glowing center grow.
Infecting, I feel alive.
Shovel dirt over lime.
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be.
Sinners, point your fingers at me!

I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down!
I, I bleed- the demons that drag me down!
I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms within the eye!)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down...For me and no one else.

Come play kill. Refuse my body, refuse my shadow!
Stone cold will. Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow!
Bitter pills - refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled godless!
Come play, come play kill. Just be.

Last Weekend...

... RULED BABY!!! It was a Rock n' ROLE weekend.
Kaoru-Chan, Alejandro, Nynn@, The Chinesse, ruTH and I went to valencia to RPG event. We played all weekend with a lot of people form diferent parts of our country. I played 3 times and made DM once... my players loved my adventure.
It was great, the most funny part was making fun of Shigeru, cuz he didn't went (Because of Shigeru's sake I wont say why he didn't went, although we already know)... anyway... I'm fucking sleepy... I WILL write a lot about this, but later... right now I'm gonnahit the bed cuz I have not had a good nights sleep in like 4 days... bye all!

Lyrics? too tired for that...

... tch!

Have you ever found yourself trying to say something and not being able to say it? Well I have, it would kill you if you are not strong enough. Aparently, I am strong enough to bear with that but what I am not is corageous, I have not the courage to speak my mind and because of that I have lost things... things that, to me, are more important than life. Now I am trying not to let that happen again but I realize that I am as coward as always...
I wish I could talk to her face and tell all the things that go round and round in my mind... but I just can't find the courage to do that... I'll be needing to buy some courage points when I get to my new advancement.
Maybe someday I'll tell her how much she means to me not by just saying "... a whole fucking lot babe!" but for now I want all who read this to know that sometimes I just find myself unable to tell you how great I think you are... but if you want to know, then... I don't know how... I'll gather whatever strenght is left in me and tell you.

Lyrics?
nah... I'm not in the mood...

THE most useless thing ever...

....is right in everyone's hands... the pinky. That finger is useless! You don't need it at all, unless you want to pick your nose that is, but picking your nose is a gross thing to do so you shouldn't do it! Anyhow, that bastard little finger is useless and I'm out of here because I think I'm making a fool out of myself and if I were on a Jhonny Depp film he would be looking at me with a freaky smile and he would be just ready to tell me "You are really weird!"... Anyway... bye all.

Lyrics? Yes... When she reads this, she will know I left this for her.

Desprate Angel
music: Taiji words: Toshi

Desperate angel fallin' from the sky
Desperate angel, now you wonder why.

In a shitty town, lotta' scum around,
born into a world of make believe.
What you feel, no way it's real.
Everybody plays the game,
wanting more than you had before,
never gonna be satisfied.
Where to go, you don't know,
how is your material world?

(So won't you come beside me)
Now you're gonna get it.
(Because you know I'll set you free)
Rock you all night, does it feel right?
I'm letting you go now ... yeah!

(Well they) Sell me this and they sell me that.
Don't want none of your fucking crap,
(Gotta) lot to say, do it my own way.
I will never follow, cannot change, rearrange.
I don't care no matter what you say,
pay your dues, win or lose.
How is your material world?

(I'm burning, got the fire) I am gonna take you
(You see my hot desire) Show me your stuff,
ready? Go! Give you what you want and more!

Desperate angel, got no wings to fly,
Desperate angel, sadness in your eyes.

I wanna feel what's inside you, I want you so bad.
Forget what you've seen, and forget what you know right away.
I wanna feel what's inside you, I want you so bad.
I'll show you the way, then we'll sail far away, paradise through the night ... No!

(So won't you come beside me) Now you're gonna get it.
(Because you know I'll set you free) Rock you all night. (Burning up, look out!)

Desperate angel, fallin' from the sky
Desperate angel, now you wonder why.
Desperate angel, you've had a bad time,
another lost soul, desperate angel.
Fallin' from the sky, desperate angel, love you cannot buy.

4th Impact... the begining of the end of all tales to come...

He who wields a blade faster than lighting finds himself walking through a forrest, his destination is unknown to him... and the only way to keep him in course is path made out of petals; now, those petals would mean nothing to him if it were not for one little detail, one that keep his mind focused on the path and on the quest he embarqued some days ago when a man, a man who hid his face under a hood, gave him a box while he was drinking in some bar near the Kaiu Wall in Crab lands. The box was incredibly beautiful, an excellent piece of craftmanship and it would have been perfect to the critic eye of any crane... but not to this particular crane. That box smelled funny he thought but he didn't hesitated to open it... inside the box was something that filled the crane's eyes with a mix of fury and fear, relief and regret, and at that moment he recognized the smell... the smell that caused him to have nightmares, the smell of a rose. He rushed out of the bar, sword in hand ready to unsheet, only to find a path made out of rose petals... so he followed that path and he follows it still... and he will keep following it untill death takes him, for it is time to bring this rivalry to an end.

Meanwhile 2 warriors walk their way through the same forrest, one with a heart of darkness and one whose swords bite as dragon fangs, searching for what seems lost. Some days ago they were suposed to meet someone they have not seen in a long while, someone that almost took their lifes, but that persons never showed up at the place of the meeting, instead a man who hid his face with a hood gave them a wakizashi. That sword was not unfamiliar to the dragons eyes, that sword had made an unmeasurable amout of cuts, but none of those cuts were delivered to an oponent. The master of that wakizashi had cut himself, bringing unspeakable pain unto him, to archieve power beyond recognition... but at the end he had to be redeemed, for power corrupts. The dragon was shocked, but the darkness had eyes like only a few in the entire world... and he could see traces of chakra... chakra that lead them towards a forrest. Now they walk that forrest, the same forrest in wich one as fast as lightning and as calm as the sky follows a trail of petals, to what seems to be the begining of the end of all tales to come.

Ryouji, Shinji, Suizuke... be prepared... you know that I don't hesitate to kill.

I can't belive...

...that I am such a baby!!!!!

Rusty Nail
lyrics & music: Yoshiki

Staring at the painted rose in my shattered memory
Lost in my broken thoughts, the unchangable dream piles up
Oh-----Rusty Nail !

If I keep letting my tears flow
I am bound to forget you
Just tell me my life
Wherever I walk to see,
Because of the tears, I cant see tomorrow.

The rise has ended, forget the scars of the weekend
Even if I embrace the flowing time, my heart will still be pierced
Oh-----Rusty Nail !

If I keep letting my tears flow
I am bound to forget you
Beautifully the sleeping rose fades its colour
Let you heart fall downhill

With you untainted face you will surely live on
Your eyes that reflect that night leaves out only the blazing dream
Heading towards the morning, forgetting the loneliness
Holding on to my red painted wrist, I cried
Let the night come to an end

For the time being, shiver at the door of memories
In my broken thoughts, these blue lips pile up
Oh-----Rusty Nail !

If I keep letting my tears flow
I am bound to forget you
Just tell me my life
Wherever i walk to see,
Because of the tears, I cant see tomorrow

Painfully i decorated my heart...now also
I cannot get myself to forget you

...re post...

I want to post this cuz I want you to read it....

Dahlia
X-Japan, lyrics and music by Yoshiki

Do nothing but cry Day and night
In a narrow space between past and future
Your memories will stay unchanged
Even if you turn them into beautiful lies... you're all alone

Your tears flow
Into an unlimited nocturnal sky...
Once more
Oh my Dahlia
Your heart filled with sorrow
Turns into an unfinished number of stars

You don't know where
You're going to
In distress you have deploy your wings of loneliness
Beyond an ocean of tears

You'll see blue sky
Even in a shapeless dream
Refugee on the tomorrow's winds
Flap your wings... now

Time after time
You try to find yourself
In the time which passes
You carry unchanging injuries
Which flutter in winds of oppression

Dream on your left Dead on your right
Embrace the blue night
Question your tomorrow in your heart
And fills it with contradiction... dead or alive

In a second long like eternity
Your tears won't flow
Two times
Oh my Dahlia
For whoever has scars in their heart
The rain streams

Time after time
In the nocturnal sky
You question why are you born
Until your endless river of tears
Shines with a brilliant gold color

The icy wind blows
The birds what can't fly
Carry each one of your dreams
Into the daybreak's sky

Destiny
Alive
Heaven
Love
Innocence
Always
Destroy
Aftermath
Hell
Life
Infinite

Time after time
You cry in reality
The passing time stops
Miracle of sheded tears
The flowers of your illusions will open out

For England James?

... no, it was for me; it was for me all this time and THAT is why, now that it's over, I don't feel too good... feels like "Game Over".

Lyrics?... just something Yoshiki wrote...


Prologue ~World Anthem
Music: F. Marino words: Yoshiki

All of the hate and all of the sadness
have melted away nothing remains here close by
I see love trying to take shape,
as I reach out for it the love breaks up before my very eyes
everywhere there flows ... blue blood

That pisses me, Part 2

Once upon a time, before I moved back to my hometown, there was a girl in my life, she was my neighbor, and I learned to love her as problably I will never love again... She was the love of my life and she holds that place still. The thing is: she is out of my life, maybe for good, and I don't like that, but I had to face it and learn to live with it. What pisses me is: every single girl I've been with ever since always comes saying stuff like "I wish you could be with her" or "I would have you leave me and go to her" and the one I have hated the most "I'll buy you a no return ticket to England"... at first it seemed cute, but now it has gotten to the point where it pisses me... why the fuck are you with me then?? I really can't understand girls, they are shepherds for the devil, THEY WORK FOR THE DEVIL MAN!!
As a note before I go, I give you all a little piece of advice: you all, not only girls, BUT ALL PEOPLE have got to learn that ignorance is a bliss!!!

Lyrics for this entry? nah... just a quote from the Lord of the Rings:
"... how do you retake your life after this? there is too much that time can not mend, too much pain that cannot be forgotten... how to live a normal life when in your heart you beging to understan that there is no turning back?!..."

A long time ago...

...in a galaxy far away, well not that long ago and actually two houses form mine, I could get internet form my uncle's computer; but alas, I don't know why, he barely let's his wife use the pc now so that's why I've been absent... But do not despair people, for my school started once more and my life is back to normal, wich means that I don't do shit... I just go to class and then back to my house. The only things of importance are:

1.- My dad got surgery... again... and he is doing great.
2.- Karoru-Chan and I have now 2 moths being a couple.
3.- I found out just how big of a PSYCHO Karoru-Chan is.
4.- My brother and his girlfriend are having troubles, AGAIN!.
5.- Alejandoro-Kun and Machorro-Kun graduated.
6.- Erulan-Kun's Birthday was yerterday.

Well that's like all.... there is more... a couple of more subjects that make quite a big deal... but I am not gonna talk about that, so I'll better get going because I am taking care of la Beba's Tamagochi and it is crying for food.

12/31/2005... evidence found!

I told you morons I could pass for a normal person! See? that's my little cousin Fabiana in my arms, she is the cutest... right?! (for your own sake I strongly recomend that you say "yes dude, she is gorgeous")
And then there is a traditional picture... from left to right: my brother Diego, my cousin "Beto", me and "Mandoka" who is sort of "mini-me"

New Year's Eve

...I wish I could come up with something cool to say, but my head is starting to ache and, at this rate, it will explode; so I'll just say a couple of things:

1.- To all my friends and to all how read this: Happy New Year.
2.- To Karoru-Chan: I love you and I miss you.

Well that's about it...
OH and my little Moro-Chan: TE KIERO MUCHO!

Bleach - Masked

We played last nite...

Remember we were in HUECO MUNDO? well welcome wagon showed up... a crap load of hollows came to greet us three (Kaoru-San, Mirumoto-San and me). They were not as strong as other hollows we have found (I killed one in one round) but there were a lot of them so we figured we could let that hollow inside of us help us deal with the hollow attacking us... but only Mirumoto-San was able to control it first, Kaoru-San and I went berserk... but after a round or two we were able to control ourselves... and then someone showed up the guy asked the hollows arround us why were we still alive and killed one for their incompetence, he was a Vastoroode (actully he was Ulquiorra only that he was not yet become a full Arancar) and he tryed to kill us three using a CERO blast... but some little girl showed up, she was another Vaizard (Sarugaki Hiyori) and bargained a little with Ulquiorra and then he letted us go with the litle girl, who I ca't stand by the way (wait untill I can control my hollow thingie and I'll kick her ass). We began to walk and then Hirako (the Vaizard that got us inside HUECO MUNDO) showed up to take us to "our leader", that is the Vaizard leader of course... only that he did not introduced himself, but we all knew he was not going to, cuz the guy has not even apeared in the manga...
Anyway, he told us to go back to Soul Society, Gotei 12 to be specific, and get something with what he could help us control the hollows inside of us... so we went back, and spent a couple of days in Soul Society and then Kaoru-San broke inside Gotei 12 but after a while he made the Alarm go out... she managed to Escape unharmed but empty handed... the next day we talk to Urahara-Taichou and Kaoru-San told him of Kurotshuchi-Fuku Taichou trying to kill Reentsu-San and all... and when we were going out someone came and took Urahara for questioning. I talked to Hitsugaya-Fuku Taichou (Erlan, make him captain already!!!!) and then Mirumoto lost it and opened a gate to HUECO MUNDO right next to Gotei 12... The Hollow would not come in but I had bought hollow bait and used it, so let say all hell broke loose...
We took asvantage of that and went inside Gotei 12 and started searching for the thing we were suposed to find there; we didn't found the thing but we found that book Kurotshuchi-Fuku Taichou took from Radetsu-San before "killing him"... but that fucking Kurotshuchi-Fuku Taichou got us and sent us into the material world... there he was all smiling saying stuff like "finally! that's what I wanted to see in you!", when he saw us with our masks on he said "that how I REALLY want you"... we knew he was gonna kill us but then that girl showed up giving us time to go... and that was it.
What were we looking for you may ask... we were looking for the Hougyoku Urahara had created. Where were they taking Urhara? they were taking him to trial and we all know that the trial end in Urahara opening a store in the city where Kurosaki Ichigo lives. What was on the book? It is a reseach book "Proyect Masked" and it had a big "COMPLEATED" on it... that bastard Kurotshuchi had made experiments and researches with us ever since we were born... and it's not like we were the only subjects in the proyect... a lot of people was in there, but all of them had died... we were the only ones that had awokened their hollows and survived... and when we got back to HUECO MUNDO that "leader" told us that without the Hougyoku we would have to learn to control our hollows the hard way... I shoud have searched Kuchiki Rukia instead of the Gotei 12's top floor.

Breathe

This is a messaje to my very good friend Kaoru-San... dude, you are a grown man, take a deep breathe and calm the fuck down... I know how you feel because I've been there before, I know how this works... just breathe and DON´T LOSE IT! you are the one who talks about looking both sides before crossing the street huh? well this time it's you who'll have to look both sides
You'll see it'll all work out very well if we are just patient... don't get all Guglietta... and please, PLEASE! stop it with the nipple flashing, no one wants to see you nipple piercings, ok?... good...

Now if you excuse me, I have some death to do...

Shinigami, King Kong, Xmast, Death and a comment...

I would like to talk about a some stuff now...
First I'd like to congrat my cousin for he has been initiated in the pen and papper role playing game world; he is playing a Shinigami called Ikari Tenkai, a cousin of my character Ikari Kazehime and he is doing good... role player, I salute you!
Second... King Kong... I saw the movie and it has a script as bad as I imagined... but it is a Rock n'Roll movie, Kong rules baby! and Peter Jackson did a wonderfull job... except for the fact that the movie is 3 hours long... but those 3 hours were THE most Heavy Metal hours of my life! and I laughed as loud as one can laugh; I really enjoyed the movie.
Third, Xmast... I got sick that nite... I had the soarest trhoat ever so I'm not gonna talk about that.
Fourth, on Xmast day my friend's (Diego) dad died... I'm sorry man, I am REALLY bad for this but if there is something I can do, just shout.
Finally... why does everyone laughed at my last post? was i really that funny? I did'nt meant it to be funny, I just tryed to put things as simple and as real as posible... I'm getting tyred of hearing "you were different when you lived in caracas" and stuff....

Anyhow... just post your comment and leave.

That pisses me, Part 1

Well today we are going to talk about the things that can piss me... and the thing that piss me theese days is: the nerve of some people! lets elaborate on that shall we?
There is this blonde girl (why does it always have to be a girl? I'm begining to think girls are evil) that is getting on my nerves; you see I used to worship her a lot once upon a time when things were better and more shiny, but then she fucked me up... really really bad, but I mean really really really really really really really bad... did I said she fucked me real bad?... anyway, I end up sad and alone... but I got over it, she went out of my life and time passed by... NOW she comes claiming the place she had before; obviously that place is taken, and even if it were not taken, that is not something you just come and claim... that is a place you earn.
You think this is all a crappy girly story and that I am whining too much? Then tell me so, so I can sent her to you and you can suffer her cuz she is a persistant blondie... I AM a forgiving guy, the thing is you can't buy forgiveness, you earn it and you are not being any different, you are just the same ol' gilr in wich I lost time worshiping...but it doesn't really matter now, I'm just posting this here so a couple of friends of mine get to know how I've been for they are away traveling...
Tune in next time so I can tell you about othe things that can piss me... like when you can't open the condom wraping

Well... that's all... Merry X-mast to all and to all a good nite..... and Karol I love you...

The Chronicles of Narnia; The Witch, The Lion and The Wardrobe

I saw that movie yesterday and I'm about to talk about it... so if you have not seen it quit reading or else you'll be spoiled.

Great movie... the only problem is... why did it made it look like The Lord Of the Rings so much? The crowning of the kings is just the same as Aragorn being crowned in Minas Tirith; had the Witch look a little bit more like Galadriel, she would have been an elf instead of the daugther of Lilith and a Giant; the battle is just as The Battle of Pelenor Fields: the good guys come with a great strategy, then they begin to loose due to the enemy numbers is too great and there reinforcemnet (the Rohirrim) came to save the day; the gifts for crying out loud! I could hear Santa go like "and for you ring bearer I give the incredibly cool medicine that heals whatever you want"... I wonder if it cures aids.... anyway, I could go on and on but I just wont, because Aslan looks like Mufasa and I love Mufasa... and he is a Mufasa that comes back from the death after you kill him, wich makes him even cooler.

Well I have nothing more to say so.... b-bye!

Happy Birthday...

... to you!
I'm so glad that I've got my friend back... happy birthday kid.

Bleach - Masked

Well well well...

Radetsu's Ban Kai was awesome... a huge casttle like structure apeared behind him, and that structure had 2 arms, each held a BIG ASS hammer. The name was something like "giant cattle that crushes all existance" or something like that. Anyway... we managed to dodge one blow with the help of our spirits, I felt how arashimaru's wind blew me away from the impact zone, but we were doomed to die with the next one; as the casttle raised his arm to strike us I sensed my Cell-Phone ringing and it was displaying some weird stuff, something like binary code, and we also saw Radetsu's eyes for the first time... he was crying, and when the hammer came crushing we had some sort of dream in wich we (Kaoru-San, Mirumoto-San and me) were standing next to aech other in a desert, looking at someone coming from afar; at some point we lost sight of that someone and one second latter that someone was holding us, not letting us breathe, covering our eyes and we weren't able to move... he said "they are mine and there is no way im giving them up" when we opened our eyes... Radetsu was trashed, he didn't even looked like Radetsu or any othe shinigami, his flesh was torn appart and he was all covered in blood. We called for a special team to clear up the mess but before they got to where we were waiting we saw something suspiciously un-cool... some guy floating upside down over Radetsu's corpse, similing; then he fliped over and "sit" in mid air as if he had a chair and said "show them to me" we didn't knew what he was talking about so he said "you still don't know... well... stay alive.. you are the new ones" and he just vanished.
After that we went back home and I headed to Urahara-Taichou before getting healed, I got tired of his coolness and I yelled at him because there was something wrong, AGAIN, with my cell-phone... all he did was chack the thing and said "I have no idea what's wrong with this"... i know that guy can kill me by just breathing on me but I will slap his face before this is over!... OH! and we got promoted; I am 9th seated officer now, and Kaoru-san and Mirumoto-San are 10th seated officers!
Some days after we were summoed by those who was judging us for Radetsu's murder... they knew he wasn't dead before we battled him but they kept the trial going... that pissed me. I have been getting easily pissed lately.
Anyway, some weeks passed and Mirumoto-San's birthday came, so we had to delay him because Murasama-Taichou (my captain) was throwing him a party, so we went to visit his parrents and Kaoru's parrents also... btw, they are weird... wen dusk came we headed for the Gotei 10 headquarters and partied all night. I tryed to steal Urahara's hat, but I failed; also he challenged me to a pokemon battle and I loosed... miserably!. At the end of the night we had to drag Mirumoto-San home cuz he passed out hard, I went to sleep frustrated because of Urahara-Taichou and Kaoru-San slept with Murasama-Taichou. That night Mirumoto-San had a weird dream about that time we fought Radetsu; he saw some weird beast attacking him and his bankai, and he fighting them... but finally, those monster killed Radetsu.
A new day came and Hitsugaya-Fuku Taichou told me that we were going after the Quincies TODAY at 6pm. Kaoru-San and Mirumoto-San were informed latter that day. So we went there; Kaoru, Mirumoto, Murasama-Taichou and me; and on top of a very high tower in kyoto we fought the Quincy that we have Fought earlier and his master. Tseng Pai (Christian's pc) was stronger than before, he had that weird glove-bow-thing that Quincies wear, not just his energy bow. Well he fought us and his master fought Murasama-Taichou. At some point the Quincy master had to leave so he and Tseng Pai aimed for Murasama-Taichou and killed her... I'm not called Ikari just for nothing... rage filled my eyes, my veins and I tryed to control it but I couldn't. The Quincy master left leaving Tsen Pai to fight us trhee... My mates were also burning with rage; the only words I could speak were "kneel and let me see your figure begging for foriveness!" right after that he broke his glove-bow-thing and his power rised like hell, he was even mor powerfull than Radetsu... we all knew that it was going to last only a few moments, but that was enouhg to kill us. He beates us and nearly killed us, but at the very last moment we heard a voice saying "if you want your revenge, let me help you" we refused at first but we were unable to control ourselfs, we were raging with anger! so we gave in and we started to cry something that covered our face untill it became solid and we finally understood what that guy we saw ment with "you are the new ones", we understood Mirumoto-San's weird dream, we understood why Radetsu wanted to kill us, we understood those one-second hollow presence... that was us! we have hollow inside of us, we were wearing masks now!.... we are Vaizards...
Kaoru and I freaked, Mirumoto smiled with joy wich freaked me more; I stared crying and then we felt a MENOS GRANDE coming... Ukitate-Taichou came with people from his gotei to take care of the MENOS... suddenly Hirako Shinji, the Vaizard dude we've been seeing, apeared and opened a portal for us three to go back to Soul Society because Mirumoto-San couldn't open one, but he tricked us... and we landed inside HUECO MUNDO.

How about that?

why...?

why do this things happen to me?
when it's not one thing what's bugging me it's another... I thought that I was gonna be fine for more time but, shit something always shows up and pisses me off!! Last time it took me one month and 8 days exactly to get fucking pissed... now it only took 20 days...

"Condenado estoy a muerte
yo me rio, no me abandonaré a la suerte
y al mismo que me condena
congare de alguna antena

Quizá de su propio navio
y si caigo, q es la vida?
por perdida ya la di
cuando el yugo del esclavo
como un bravo sacudí"

a plage on that web page AND EVERYONE WITHIN IT!!!

Bleach - Masked

Well... a lot have happened since last time I wrote, and by a lot I mean something big...

Aizen-Taichou (the 5th gotei captain) looked for me and asked me to train someone. It was that old-dude I wanted the quincy to get rid of... I had the chance, but I was not going to kill someone in front of Aizen-Taichou (btw Taichou = Captain). Later we (Kaoru, Shigeru and me) were called to gotei 11 by Kempachi-Taichou... there we drank and stuff... but when we got drinking we decided to go home, and then it happened that we saw a shadow lurking near gotei 12... we followed it. We were able to figure out what the shadow was just before it went inside gotei 12 headquarters: Kaoru's nii-chan... we followed him in, he was not suposed to be there... and neither did we... but once inside he stoped near a plaza as waiting for someone; and who showed up? Mayuri-Fuku Taichou (gotei 12 vice captain)... Radetsu (Kaoru's nii'chan) handed something over to Mayuri-Fuku Taichou and then the bastard killed Radetsu!! one more reason to hate him. After that we got radetsu corpse out of the gotei before someone could caught us; Kaoru was down hard... Radetsu's death was a big blow to her... finally we turned ourselfs in and of course they put us to trial. A month has passed by and the trial is still on, i have trained a lot with my Zanpakutou and I have really learned to hate that stupid Arashimaru, yes my Zanpakutou's name is Arashimaru... but i recived a distress call from someone asking for help cuz a hollow was kicking their but... so it's Kazehime's (me) and pals time to shine... we got there, we busted the hollow... and guess who showed up? Mayuri-Fuku Taichou you say? it was not him... it was Radetsu! and the bastard beat the crap out of us! we are about to die and when he was about to kill us he said somethin... Ban Kai!!... and we have not played since that day

well well...

LONG TIME NO SEE!!
Well internet at my uncle's is no more, something weird happened with the network linking and well... you can't access the internet, not always; so I will just try to post here... but first: the Bleach campaing im on, I WILL write about it... but I'm gonna tell u about my life before.

Basicly nothing have happened, my life is not that much exiting, but there are a few things that stand out... Remember the classmate? I'm together with her now, she makes me very happy and I can't belive that it took so long for me to see that.
School is hell right now, I just can't bear with it! plus I have my father in my neck bugging me arround... damn =S
I think that something is wrong with my heart, my blood presure have been bothering me lately... it runs in the family, so I guess I'm fucked and actually a couple of family members, including my grampa, died because the heart failed.
Remember the teacher? well, many people sure wont like this but, I'm kind of worried for her; I belive that she is not ok, that she is like in deep shit... I don't like see her like that, she is my friend and I care for her, and I wish that I could do something for her... I wish I'm wrong about this, but if I'm right I wish se would talk to me... and on top of that, there is someone close to me beaing a bitch to her... I HAVE GOT to make that stop, and it's not because I think the teacher is wrong... it's just that I don't like people talking trash about my friends.
Xmast came... it's gonna be one year since lat I saw my cousin... I wish she could be here with me.
The former neigbour didn't left on november, she is waiting untill Jan-Feb.

Well I guess that is it... I told you there wasn't much to tell.. my life is boring, yes... now go and leave me alone! go read the bleach stuff!! I will end this by doing some onl fashion "copy, paste" on some lyrics...

I'll kill you
music & words by yoshiki

Its all over with me now, and Ill kill you.
You changed me, you drove me mad, you robbed me of my loving, it's you!
Still, I'm sad that you betrayed me.
It's all over with me now ... all over with me now, and I'll kill you.

Don't (let) let me go un(checked).
I've gotta go wild.

It's all over with me now, and I'II kill you.
You changed me, you drove me mad, you robbed me of my loving, it's you!
Don't call it a dream or a fantasy, nobody knows my soul burned as fire.

Why my heart was broken, so heavy.
You might know my love was for you ... you know!
Oh, go to the grave together.

I'll kill you (you gotta go to the grave with me.)
I'll kill you.